So today is the big day.
I was moving in with 4 other guys.
If you were wondering who the 2 other guys were they were part of my brothers colab channel O2L
I was happy to be moving to LA
Sure I only live like 1 hour away but still it will be cool to live there.
I finally got out of bed, Aka my couch cuz my bed was packed in the moving truck.
To be greeted by my mom with food all over the kitchen table and Jc and Kian sitting three
"KITTEN YOUR AWAKE" Kian yelled
"Ya" I said laughing acting all excited to be awake.
My mom got up to take our plates "god I'm gunna miss you goofballs" my mom said tearing up
"Mom it's fine were only gunna be and hour away" Jc said
"I know but still it's not going to be the same"
"It's ok mom" I said pulling her into a hug
"Ok well hate to break up this family time but the movers are out there waiting. So we need to leave" Kian said getting up
We all said our goodbyes and we were off
30 mins into the drive
I was sitting in the middle of the two boys
"So are you excited?" I asked
"Fuck ya I am." Kian said
"You excited to meet Ricky as Connor?" Jc asked
"Ya they seem cool I've watched there videos a couple of times" I said
Once we got to our new house the movers got all of our stuff into our rooms.
There were three rooms on one side and two on the other upstairs.
I was in between Kian and Jc, Ricky and Connor were on the other side
Ricky and Connor are not moving in till tomorrow.
We spent the whole day unpacking and putting our rooms together. It took the whole day but the rooms are all done.
We bought the house already furnished except the rooms so that was good.
Once we were done we decided to go get something to eat.
Once we got to Chipotle
We order sit down and talked for a bit.
"So are you looking for someone now that we're in a new place?" Jc asked wiggling his eyebrows
Oh god does he know I like Kian?? I mean I guess I've already found someone. I just don't have him...
"What do you mean?" I asked acting dumb
"You know what I mean like looking for a boyfriend?"
Should I make it seem like I already like someone of just say no??
I'm gunna be risky and put it out there
"Well JC I may have you know that I like someone so I wouldn't be saying I'm looking if I've already found" I said proud
"W-who is it?" Kian asked a bit sad
Oh no did I just make him sad for some reason
I started getting nervous. I didn't think they would ask me who.
"Someone" I said quickly
"Oh come on R I'm your brother tell me"
Oh no what do I say
God no
My breathing started to get weird
Why did I say something in the first place?
Everything started closing in
It was hard for me to breath
I ran outside to the car.
Sitting down leaning against it with my knees against my chest.
Not again
My stomach was tightening up
I felt like I was gunna cry
But I can't I don't want anyone to see me cry
What am I gunna say
I couldn't breath I was gasping for air
My lungs were hurting
and I just sat there in pain wanting to cry till my anxiety attack left
I hate this.
I get anxiety attacks a lot.
Oh how am I gonna answer all the questions they ask
Then I see Kian approach no Jc
Oh no
"Hey we're jc?"
I ask faking a smile
"In there." He said pointing to chipotle "I told him to stay in there."
I just nodded
"I'm sorry"He said coming down to my level
"Why?" I ask confused
"Anxiety sucks ass. I have it and it's horrible"
"Ya well what are you going to do about it." I answered looking at the ground
"You ok?" he asked holding on to my shoulder
"Ya thanks for checking up on me" I said looking up at him. God he's cute.
"You want to talk about it?" He asked
I did cuz I want to talk to Kian but I don't like sharing this stuff with anyone
"Not right now I'm not one to talk about my feelings" I said looking Down again
"Ok well if you need me I'm here" he said with a soft smile
He got up and grabbed my hand and helped me up and pulled me into a big hug.
It wasn't really just a normal hug we shared before
It was more meaningful
I don't want to leave his arms
There was something so calming about it
And he smelt so nice.
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A/N thanks for reading hope you enjoy trying to get into the story more but it's finals for 2 weeks one preparing and Were doing so I'm gonna be busy but I'm trying my best.
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