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It hurts
It hurts so much
I cry and cry and I don't think I've ever cried this much
I don't really cry at all really
I've had so many anxiety attacks
So much hart break
Sadness
Anger
It's awful
Hearing the weeps of Kian in the other room is awful
I'm starving but I don't want to leave my room and face anyone
I haven't showered
I hear Jc cry that asshole sure he's my brother but he crossed a line
I want everything back to normal but days go by without Kian and I hate it
I love him
But after what I did it's never going to happen he's never going to forgive me
I bet you he's going to move on really fast and find another girl and my heart will break more knowing he's in love with someone els
I want my baby back
I want
My
Ki back
I had a really bad anxiety attach and pounding on the door but I'm not going to answer it
Monica has tried to come in but I've never let anyone in
I haven't answered any phone calls
I'm sad and I just want my love back
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