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🏳️‍⚧️, 💌 | he's the one. | 💙

WARNING: MENTIONS OF TRANSPHOBIA/BULLYING

Gender: Trans male (ftm)

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(Y/n's POV)

I was spending my day with Boyfriend, I had requested he come to my house and we play some games, watch some TV, eat snacks, really whatever he wanted. So we are playing games and Boyfriend loses, with a shocked expression, he starts beeping. I couldn't help but giggle, he was very cute when he lost, he wasn't ACTUALLY upset, he just wanted to win and didn't is all. But I usually lose to him actually, and he actually tries to let me win, so I guess it's safe to say I'm getting better at the games.
I smile at him, "This is so much fun, Boyfriend. I'm so glad you came, this day would have been very boring without you." Boyfriend smiles at me, "Beep!"

I heard my phone buzz, I reach in my pocket and look to see what the notification was. It was a message from a random user, they cussed me out in my DMs, I am... Shocked. I'm not sure what to say. They wrote horrible things, and it was all because in my bio I had put my gender identity and pronouns.

I didn't see any point in responding. I simply block the user and deleted the messages. I was shakey, Boyfriend seemed to notice the sudden change and gave me a concerned look, "Bop?" I set my phone down and I decided to just forget about it. If I get upset about this the person who is trying to bother me will be winning. I give Boyfriend a smile, it was a fake smile. He seemed to not be falling for anything and he questions me again, "boop bo?" I simply sigh a shakey sigh, "I'm good, Boyfriend."
Boyfriend wrapped his arms around me, embracing me into a hug. I gently smile and hug him back, "Thank you, Boyfriend.."

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It had been a few hours now since I received that horrible message and of course, Boyfriend was still here. It's now nine o'clock, and we were watching a movie together. It was a romance, Boyfriend loved these movies but I prefer horror and thrillers, though, there's nothing wrong with a good romance movie. Though, everything is so predictable. A man and women meet and fall in love, that's literally all there is to it. I was staring at the TV, then I take a glimpse of Boyfriend, he was watching the movie, seeming very interested. He was shaking his leg, something I also had a habit of doing too. We both have been diagnosed with ADHD. Just looking at him now, in this very moment, I am realizing everything me and him have been through, and my feelings for him weren't just platonic, I've been thinking about him a lot, but I always shook it off, but it's starting to become such a strong feeling that I can't ignore it. He is an amazing guy. He and I have always there for each other. I even came out to him as trans, and he still cares about me. I'm examining his beautiful blue hair, his sparkly eyes, he was just too good to be true. I was so grateful I knew him.. But ... These feelings... No, no, they'll go away if I ignore them for long enough. He doesn't have to know.
"Bo bop??"
Oh fuck, he noticed me staring! I quickly look away, my face feeling warm. Boyfriend takes my hand, this causes me to slightly flinch. He flinches too.
I slowly look back at him, my face still warm. "Sorry..." Boyfriend gently squeezes my hand, giving a soft smile, "Skeebop?"

"Boyfriend, I ..." I had no idea what to say. My feelings were so confusing, I didn't know how to put them into words. I've felt this way for a while. I just had no idea how to show him. Oh God, I'm being way too awkward and nervous around him.. I take his hat and put it on, giving him a smirk. This causes Boyfriend to slightly...Blush? Wait, is he blushing? What is happening??
I quickly try to give it back, assuming I had made him feel uncomfortable, but he put it back on my head, nervously smiling with a pink hue on cheeks. He seemed to genuinely like the way I look with his hat on. I feel butterflies in my stomach now. Why am I feeling this way, I've never felt this way with anyone.

I get close, I gently stroke his hair, he seems to be calm, he really liked it apparently.. Damn, why does he have to be this cute!? I continue to stroke his soft, blue locks, he leans on my shoulder as I do so. This moment was something special. I've never felt this way for anyone in my life. I decided I'd start to sing for Boyfriend to help him sleep as he seemed to be getting very sleepy.

I began to softly sing, " if you gave me a chance I would take it
It's a shot in the dark but I'll make it
Know with all of your heart, you can't shame me
When I am with you, there's no place I rather"

As I sing softly, Boyfriend falls asleep on my shoulder. I smile gently, hearing his soft breathing.
He is the one for me. I know it..
I most definitely will tell him my feelings. No matter how much time it may take, I want him. And nobody else.

(Heyy guys, sorry this was extremely short but I hope you guys enjoyed it anyways!! If you guys want a part 2, idm making one, just tell me and I'll make a part 2 for you all. Anyways ily all. Have a great day/night tysm for reading!! <3 - Olie )