My Bestfriend's Brother

IV. Secret Lovers (Jaylin)

I feel bad for turning Russy down like that. On the real, Russy is really cute....while all these people that are always saying that he's ugly, he's far from it. If I wasn't so in love with Diggy, I would've went out with him.

As I laid back down, there was a softly knock on my door.

"Come in.." I yelled.

My mom walked in, with that look on her face....that motherly look, the pep talk look.

I sighed to myself.

"So...." She started. "What was that all about??"

I groaned, pulling the covers over my head.

"It's fine, you don't have to tell me....but I WILL find out.."

I heard my bedroom door open.

I sighed.

"Russy kissed me.."

It was silent.

I pulled the covers down & saw her seating at my computer desk....I don't even know why I have that thing.

"Go on.."

I sighed.

"I told him that I didn't like him like that..." I shrugged. "I guess he took it pretty hard, then he said that he'd never stop loving me."

She blinked at me.

"MOMMY, ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING!?" I yelled. "Russell Wendell Simmons the freaking II is IN LOVE WITH MEEEE!!!!"

She lightly chuckled.

"I don't see the problem...?"

I heavily sighed.

"Goodnight mom.." I rolled over & pulled the covers back over my head.

"Goodnight sweetie." She spoke softly as she closed the door.

Why me!?

I really need someone to talk too....hopefully I get an answer.

I grabbed my phone off my nightstand & looked through my contact. PLEASEEEEEE PICK UP!!

"Hello??" He answered sleepily.

"Sorry, did I wake you?"

He sighed.

"Jaylin, whatchu want?"

"I just really need someone to talk too.."

He sighed again.

"Iight, unlock yo window."

"Okay.." I said & hung up.

I sometimes hate that I'm an only child. I never have anyone to talk too. Maybe I don't wanna talk to my parents 24/7. Why only have one child anyway?? See Rev has 6 kids, they all turned out good & doing very well for themselves.

CLUNK CLUNK CLUNK

I jumped out of my thoughts. I looked over at the window & sighed, smiling on the inside.

I got up & opened the window.

"Thought I told you to unlock this window?" He whispered loudly as he climbed into my bedroom.

"Look, I'm sorry. I was in deep thought.." I said, walking over to my bed.

He grabbed my arm & pulled me into him.

"Bout what?"

I sighed.

"Daniel, let me go. I don't feel like fighting with you tonight.."

Yes, Diggy & I are closer than we appear to be. When I was around 13 & he was 15, we had a thing....it's wasn't serious but it was a thing. We talked, gotten super close....he was basically mine, but he wanted to up and get a girlfriend when he was 16. I was highly pissed & told him to stay away from me, but Russy is my bestfriend so it didn't work out as planned.

"You ever gon forgive me??" Dig asked, rubbing up my bare back.

I ignored him.

"You know I love you, don't ya?"

I rolled my eyes & pushed him back.

"Yeah right..." I sat down on my bed. "If you loved me, you wouldn't've broken my heart!"

He walked over to me, sat on my bed & pulled me into him lap. I straddled him. One thing about Diggy is that he doesn't get turned on easily....most of the time. Unless it's me..

"Jaylin I love you, I never stopped.."

I smiled.

"Everything I do baby, I do it for you..." He kissed me. "Okay??"

I nodded & looked down. He lifted my head back up.

"Stop worry bout Iris, iight? She'on matter, she's irrelevant to me.."

"Okay Danny.." I spoke softly, lightly pecking his lips.

He smiled & sat me back on the bed.

"Iight then....whatchu needa talk bout?"

"Uh...."