Deeper than the last, I slide death across my wrists in hopes of drowning out the emotional pain
Crimson liquid escapes the wound, making it's way down my arm on a journey
So much deeper. So much more blood.
Thoughts of immense worthlessness invade my head
I cut deeper
The hollow feeling in my heart aches
My heart's bleeding, all the negativity overwhelming me
All I want is for it all to stop. Just stop.
The thoughts, the feelings, the memories, the nightmares
Life
My hand's shaking with the loss of blood but I still manage to carve more pain into my skin
Suddenly, it's too deep. Too much blood
I have a fleeting objection but now, it's too late
Everything's fading to grey
I'm lost in darkness with no way back
Now I'm truly alone with nothing left to do but accept death
Accept my guilt over leaving my loved ones
Accept that I can no longer come back
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Author's Note:
I haven't updated a poem in forver, I hope you enjoyed this, I'm sorry for the negativity!
Please remember, if you are ever feeling as though this is where you're heading, don't hesitate in coming to me or anyone xx people love you, they need you xx stay for them
-Chloe
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