weak

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am i weak for wanting you?
i might as well be
when i cursed your name under my breath
the night you didn't show up
i knew something had gone wrong
not that i can't live without you
but the thought of losing you
makes my aching even harder
and i don't want to lose you
over whatever this is
whatever thing we have in between the two of us
am i weak for considering it even a thing?
or have i let my thoughts wander too far gone again
in the wilderness of your heart
thought i really could find something there
but the desert breaks the will of the strongest woman
and i am no exception
so when i ask you to stay
would you be gentle this time
even if your response tends to be a rejection
just to protect my weakened soul

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