i'll tell you what it's like being numb. when you catch yourself crying mindlessly because you didn't feel the tears on your cheek. or when the blood on your sheets is not a symbol of pain anymore because you don't feel a thing no matter how many times you do it. and i've become so numb that i don't flinch at shattering glass anymore and the shakiness in my voice is gone. i've become so numb that happy little kids don't make me smile anymore and kittens don't give me that warm feeling. but i'm fine, at least i can't feel my heart breaking anymore.
