Make me loose control

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Charlotte and grace stood jogging through the park. Gracd groaned as she looked to Charlotte "Oh you're stupid. Oh God. You're stupid, evil, sadist and I wanna kill you" grace said as Charlotte looked to her

"Endorphins are good. Endorphins are mood elevators. This is supposed to make us feel better" Charlotte said. She knew that she wasn't having any sex and how she was using jogging as a new physical activity. She and derek were taking him apart

"Oh god. Do you feel better?" Grace as she stopped jogging to catch her breath, while Charlotte jogs around her in circles

"I'm stupid" Charlotte said

"Slutty mistress" grace said

"Pregnant whore" Charlotte said

"Sleeping with unavailable man was a great idea" grace said as Charlotte stops to catch her breath too

"You know what's ruined for me?" Charlotte asked as grace groaned in pain

"Ferry boats. I used to love ferry boats and Derek's got a thing for ferry boats. Now every time I see a frigging ferry boat..." Charlotte said As grace cut her off

"You know what's ruined for me? Sex" grace said

"Sex?"

"Yes. Mark and i had amazing sex and it's all I can think over and I can sleep with someone else but it's not mark. It's ruined and he knocked me up. Which is a reason I shouldn't be joking" grace Said as they Both lie down on the grass trying to catch their breaths

"Do you think we'll feel better if we cry? You know like just let it out?" Grace asked as Charlotte shrugged

"Probably. Yeah" Charlotte said

"Do you wanna cry now" grace asked

"No. I'm doing crying over your brother" Charlotte said

"Okay, lets, lets jog" grace said as she pulled Charlotte up who groaned

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Charlotte got to the hospital as she stood with Alex and smiled "how's things with shepherd? Has he been off your back?" Alex asked

"For now but I know he isn't going to drop it and I know part of me doesn't want him too. I don't know what I want to be honest" Charlotte said

Alex looked to her and smiled as he placed a hand on her arm and smiled. The last week alex and Charlotte had began to form a friendship and he was the only one who didn't judge her over her and Derek

"You know your not as  as as everyone makes out" Charlotte said as Alex smiled

"Maybe you can hook me up with your brother he's a top surgeons in plastics and all" he said

"Maybe" Charlotte said as they walked through the hallway With the rest of the interns

"Do you have a thing for Alex? I mean shepherds married so your going after Alex?" Izzie asked as Charlotte looked to her and frowned

"What's it to you?" Charlotte asked as grace walked up to where they were and frowned

"What's the better Isobel. Jealous?" Grace asked as they glared at each other as Charlotte walked off towards bailey. She froze as she last Derek in the hallway and looked to him

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