FEELING KO MASUSUKA ako anytime.
Ang likot. Ang likot likot. Parang walang consideration sa uminom ng three bottles at parang inaalog alog ako. Shet. Mommy huhuhu.
A hand crawled under my legs, securing it's hold on me as he was carrying me from the back. Nakaidlip ba ako? Nasa'n si Riri tsaka Patri? OMG, pinagbenta ba nila ako for beer?! I can feel the arms detaining me on his back, not letting me detach.
I covered my mouth with my palms in my attempts to suppress the vomit that is trying to escape my throat. Tinap ko nang tinap ang shoulders nung may karga sa akin and he picked up the thing I am implying as he carefully but hurriedly placed me down.
Tears forming at the corner of my eyes as I throw up everything I've consumed. Hindi ko natandaan na bare foot na pala ako. 'Yung sandals ko? Parang ang daming sumasabunot sa akin sa sobrang sakit ng ulo ko. He tailed me right after I bent my knees. Ang haba ng legs niya kaya naka-catch up na agad siya sa akin. He gathered my hair and rubbed my back.
Ayaw ko na magsuka.
"Susmaryosep na bata 'to," nilapitan ako ni Missie at tinalian ang buhok ko. Wow? nasa apartment na ako? Or nagha-hallucinate lang ako? Sumandal ako kay Issie because I feel like I'm in a carousel that is constantly spinning, nahihilo lang ako lalo. And for some reason, I can't handle my own weight. "Inom pa," para niya akong inaasar kasi nasuka ulit ako.
On my attempts to stand up, I felt like my knees turned into jellies. I clutched on the guy with his we bare bears sweatshirt. Inalalayan din naman ako ni Issie.
Nakita ko rin si Rie na naka-matchy pajama set na, which she usually wears to sleep. Tapos kinukusot niya ang mata niya at humikab. Gulo gulo na ang buhok niya kaya feeling ko nakatulog na siya. I leaned my head to someone who can hold me better. Hindi ko naman siya kilala kaya sure akong 'di ko na siya makikita so I don't have to worry if he thinks I'm shameless.
"Fie, bitawan mo si Rad." narinig ko si Issie. She's peeling my hands off Rad's arms. Wait. Rad? Familiar ah. "Gaga ka, uuwi na 'yung tao." binubulungan niya ako tapos hinihigit niya ako para bumitaw.
"Ih. . . ayaw." baka ilaglag niya pa ako. Liit niya kaya.
"Jusko."
"Twin, last na hehe. Pa-alalay sa kaniya sa kwarto. 'Di kaya ng powers namin."
"You definitely owe me." may na-feel akong kamay sa bewang ko, which made me shudder. Despite the fact that my hair's in a mess and everywhere in my face, tinitigan ko siya—yung may-ari ng kamay—tapos nakatingin na din pala siya sa akin. I don't know if it's the alcohol kicking in but my I felt something inside of me. Tinapik ko ang pisngi ko. Lasing nga ako.
"Oo na!!! Grabe, di ka makalimot."
"Dapat lang." he retorted, "Kaya nga kambal tayo." nakita ko siyang nag-smirk.
"Shh. Dali na. Antok na 'ko." Yarie yawned, urging Rad to come inside the apartment, "wait . . . dito ka na lang matutulog? or magd-drive ka pa e gabi na."
"Uuwi ako. Inaantay ako ni Mama."
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OMG finally.
"Teka lang, kuha ako bimpo." sabi ni Issie at lumabas na sa kwarto naming tatlo. Burying my cheeks at my pillow, I felt my cheeks got squished. I'm tired . . . and sleepy . . . and parang may construction na nangyayari sa ulo ko.
Gumulong ako sa kama ko. My hands desperately reaching for my star pillow but I couldn't feel it near me. I peeked a little. Nasa'n na baby ko? Gumulong ulit ako at finally na-feel ko na si Starie. Though, ang haba niya yata? Parang naging human-sized siya. Tapos parang inis-spray-an ng panlalaking pabango. And my bed foam suddenly felt low because of the weight.
Shet. Sobrang lasing ko na kaya nagiging delusional na ako.
"Oh my god." Yarie gasped. "Dito ka na muna, twin. 'Di ka papakawalan n'yan. Text ko na lang si Mama."
I don't care about the things they're talking about. Basta kayakap ko si Starie. Tutulog na kami.
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note: kahapon pa dapat kaso nilagnat ako <'': text format na ulit next.
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