🥀🦋𝐊𝐎𝐈 𝐍𝐀𝐇𝐈 𝐀𝐏𝐍𝐀🍃🕊️

CHAPTER#50

Khawar khamoshi k sath bed 🛏️ pr apny stomach side pr lait jata Hai...... Ishani drawer sy first aid kit nikalti Hai...... Aur usmain sy cotton ly Kar Khawar ki back k zakhmo KO BHT carefully clean karny lag jati Hai......
Khawar: Ahhhhhhhhhhhh...... (Moans loudly in severe pain 😖💔)
Ishani: Thoda SA bardasht Kar lo.... Main tumhary zakhm clean karlun......... phr ointment lagati Hun......
Khawar: Han..... Lekin Zara dheery sy Karo...... BHT pain horaha Hai...... (In a very heavier voice due to severe pain 😖💔)
Ishani: Achawwwwww...... Ab tumhein pain horaha Haiiiiiii...... Jb us Warda chudail sy pit rahy thy......... TB toh BHT sabr k sath uski maar kha rahy thy.......
Yeh BT sun Kar Khawar khamosh hojata Hai...... Aur apni ankhein band Kar k Kahta Hai......
Khawar: Chudail mt Kaho usko....... Woh Chudail Nahi Hai........ (In a very heavier voice)
Ishani: Itna SB karny k bad bhi tum ab bhi usi k favour main bol rahy ho.......
Khawar: Toh Kiya Karun...... Tum hi btao Mujhy...... Mera apny Dil 🫀 pr Akhtiyar Nahi Hai......... (In a very heavier voice)
Ishani: Apny Dil 🫀 pr qaboo Karo...... Woh tumhari izzat k qabil Nahi Hai.......
Khawar: Usk liye toh meri Jaan bhi Qurban Hai...... Phr maar Khana toh BHT Aam si BT Hai...... Woh agar kahti nawww..... K Khawar Mujhy tumhari Jaan chahiye toh...... Toh Khushi Khushi Uspr apni Jaan Qurban kardeta....... (Tears drop from his eyes 🥹💔)
Ishani: Itna manty ho usko?
Khawar: Hannnnn..... Khud sy bhi Ziada...... Main uski Khushi ki khatir Kuch bhi Kar skta Hun...... (Tears drop from his eyes 🥹💔)
Ishani to herself: yeh tumhari muhabbat Hai Warda k liye...... Jisko tum pehchan Nahi Paa rahy Ho....... Meri Dua Hai....... K tumhein Iski sense AA Jaye....... Aur Warda KO aqal AA Jaye........ Aur Woh tumhari qadr Kary........
Ishani Khawar ki back pr BHT carefully ointment laga Deti Hai........
Ishani: Isi tarha rehna...... Back side pr laito Gy......... toh Dard Ziada hoga.......
Khawar: Hmmmmm...... (In a very heavier voice due to severe pain 😖😭)
Ishani: Main tumhein painkiller 💊 deti Hun...... Phr tum so Jana aur Aram Karlo thodi dair......
Khawar positively sar hilata Hai...... Aur BHT mushkil sy uth Kar beth'ta Hai....... Ishani usko painkiller 💊 nikal Kar deti Hai...... Khawar painkiller 💊 ly Kar phr sy stomach side pr lait jata Hai........
Ishani Khawar KO Dekh rahi thi...... Khawar abhi tk Warda k bary main hi Soch Raha thaw....... Khawar thodi dair bad Ishani sy Kahta Hai......
Khawar: Ishani...... (In a very heavier voice)
Ishani: Han...... Bolo Khawar...... Kiya BT Hai..... Kuch chahiye tumhein.......
Khawar ki Ankhon sy aansu beh rahy thy...... Woh BHT mushkil sy Kahta Hai.......
Khawar: Woh...... Main yeh Jan'na Chahta Hun...... K Warda Thk toh Hai naw...... Usko Kuch hua toh Nahi Hai........ (In a very heavier voice due to severe pain 😖😭)
Ishani: Tumhari sui abhi tk wahin atki hui Hai Khawar......
Khawar: Toh Kiya Karun main...... Mera Mann kahin Nahi Lagta Hai....... Warda hi mery ird gird ghumti rehti Hai...... Woh samny Hoti Hai toh usko mehsoos Karna chahta Hun...... Aur JB samny Nahi Hoti....... Toh uski khuwahish karta Hun....... (In a very heavier voice)
Ishani: Abhi tum Aram Karo...... So Jao Kuch dair...... Warda k bary main bad main Soch Lena.......
Khawar: Tum itna toh bta skti ho nawww...... K Woh thk toh Hai? (In a very heavier voice)
Ishani: Woh bilkul thk Hai...... Usko Kiya Hoga....... Tum thodi si apni bhi fikr Kar lo...... Thoda SA khud pr bhi dhiyaan Dy do...... Har WAQT Warda Nama Zaroori Hai.......
Khawar Ishani ki baaton KO khamoshi sy sun Raha hota Hai....... Thodi dair bad Humaira hot bag lati Hai....... Aur Khawar ki body pr Rakh NY lag Jati Hai....... Jiski wajah sy Khawar ki body pain 😖😣 main thoda relief any lag Jata Hai.......
Humaira: Ab thk ho na Beta......
Khawar: Han mama.......... Main thk Hun...... Mujhy Kuch Nahi hua Hai...... Ap meri fikr na karein...... (In a very heavier voice)
Humaira: Tumhari fikr na Karun toh aur kis ki fikr Karun...... Tumhary ilawa Mera aur Hai hi koun...... Tum hi Mera qeemti asasa ho...... (Tears in her eyes 🥹)
Khawar: Main janta Hun Mama...... Ap Mujhy Dekh Dekh Kar jeeti Hain...... Lekin main....... (Khawar stopped)
Khawar k mind 🧠 main warda k actions aur uski tammam baatein Yaad any lag jati Hain.......
In his mind 🧠: Khabardaar! 🫵 Agar apny Mooh sy Mujhy Aunty Kaha toh....... Ham sy Kisi bhi kisam Ka rishtaa bnany Ka tasawwar bhi mat Karna....... Samjhyyyyy tuuuum....... Ishaniiiiiiii....... Hamara mayaar itna gira hua Nahi Hai....... K ham is ghattiya aur WEHSHI janwar ki jagah pr khady hokar sochein....... Aiyeeee....... Aiyeeee....... Khawar Sahab........ Aiyeeee.......... Tashreef laiyeeee........ Apka hi intezar thaw........ Kitni khubsoorati k sath masoom ban'ny ki koshish Kar Rahy ho tuuuum...... Lekin aik BT tum bhi sun lo...... K tumhary is ghinony chehry k peechy Kiya ghattiya pan chupa Hai........ Woh SB k samny AA chuka Hai....... Bakwaaaaas band Karo apniiii....... WEHSHI kahin kkkk....... Khabardaar! 🫵 Khabardaar! 🫵 Agar mery kareeb bhi aye tohhhh....... Lekin aik BT tum bhi sun lo...... K tumhary is ghinony chehry k peechy Kiya ghattiya pan chupa Hai........ Woh SB k samny AA chuka Hai....... Main tumhein Jaan sy mar dungi....... WEHSHI kahin kkkk.......... Tum Kiya samjhty ho....... K Har ladki Riya Hoti Hai....... Har Ladki Riya ki tarha character ki halki Nahi Hoti Hai...... Hannnnn...... Main NY tb bhi tumhein Kaha thaw aur ab bhi kah rahi Hun...... K main Riyyyyyyyyaaaaaaa Nahiiiiii Hun........ Main Wardaaaaa Hun....... Tum Kiya samajhty hooooo....... K main tumhary jaisy be aitebaar insaan pr bharosa karungi....... Nafraaaaaat karti Hunnn mainnnnn tuuuum sy........ Tumhari is shakal sy Nafraaaaaat karti Hunnn mainnnnn........ Mujhy agar Zara SA bhi Andaza hota Nawww....... K tum is qadr Janglee ho toh main tumhary sayee KO bhi bardasht na kartiiii........ Nafraaaaaat karti Hunnn mainnnnn tuuuum sy........ Tumhari is shakal sy Nafraaaaaat karti Hunnn mainnnnn........ Is ki Tarha 2-4 masoom aur paida hojayein toh yeh Duniya tabah barbaad hojayegi........ WEHSHI kahin kkkk........ Jungle janwar........ Nafraaaaaat karti Hunnn mainnnnn tuuuum syyyyyyyy............ WEHSHI darindyyyyyy....... (Thought stopped)
Humaira: Lekin tum Kiya....... Agay bolo Beta......
Khawar ki Ankhon sy musalsal ansu beh ty jaa rahy thy........ Usk jism pr Jo ghaao thy......... Usk dard Ka usko ahsaas Nahi thaw....... Lekin Jo ghaao aur dagh Warda NY Uski rooh KO diye thy...... Uski azziyat bardasht Karna BHT mushkil thaw........ Khawar BHT mushkil sy Humaira KO jawab dety huye Kahta Hai........
Khawar: Kuch Nahi Mama..... Mujhy neend 😴💤 AA rahi Hai....... Ap log please jaty WAQT darwaza 🚪 band kark jaiye GA........ (In a very heavier voice)
Humaira: thk Hai...... Tum Aram sy so jao.......
Humaira aur Ishani Khawar k room sy jany lagti Hain......
Khawar to Humaira: Mama....... Please mery upr blanket Dal Dein...... Mujhy BHT thand ❄️ lag rahi Hai....... (In a very heavier voice)
Humaira Khawar ka statement sun Kar shocked 😲 hojati Hai....... Aur Kahti Hai........
Humaira: Thand ❄️ lag rahi hai tumhein? Kyunnnn? Tabiat thk Hai nawww tumhari? (Worried 😟)
Khawar: Mama....... Main bilkul thk Hun..... Please...... Mujhy Akela rehny dein..... Mujhy space chahiye....... Please...... (In a very heavier voice)
Humaira Khawar k Pas AA Kar Usk forehead pr haath rakhti Hai...... Toh Khawar KO BHT tez bukhar 🤒 hota Hai.......
Humaira: Tumhein toh BHT tez bukhar horaha Hai.....
Khawar: Thk hojayega...... Please Mama....... Ap meri fikr Karna Chod dein....... Main thodi dair Akela rehna Chahta Hun........ Please...... (In a very heavier voice)
Humaira: Thk Hai...... Beta...... Kuch chahiye ho toh awaz Dy dena...... Main aa jaungi.......
Khawar apni ankhein band Kar leta Hai...... Humaira Khawar k upr blanket Dal kar usko cover Kar deti Hai....... Humaira aur Ishani Khawar k room sy bahir AA jaty Hain aur room Ka door 🚪 band kardety Hain........
Khawar ki band Ankhon sy aansu beh rahy thy....... Uska pillow ansu'oon sy bheeg chuka thaw....... Woh apny face KO apny pillow main chupa Kar ro Raha thaw....... Aur khud sy Kahta Hai.........
Khawar to himself: Kyun Kiya tum ny mery sath aisa....... Warda...... Tum toh SB janti thi...... Meri Halat tumhary samny thi...... Isk bawjood bhi tum NY Mujhy todh Diya....... Tumhary ilawa main NY Kisi sy itni attachment zahir Nahi ki...... Tumhi Mera SB Kuch thi...... Aik hi pal main tum NY apni nazrein pher li mujhsy........ Itna ghair hogaya main tumhary liye..... (Uncountable tears drop from his eyes 🥹💔)
Khawar apny face KO pillow pr rub karty huye apny ansu'oon KO saaf karta Hai........
Khawar to himself: Mera koi bhi Nahi Hai is duniya main....... Jis sy main apna dard apna dukh baant Sakun....... Mujhy paida Kiya Gaya toh koi toh Mera BHI humdard Hona chahiye thaw...... Jis sy main apna dard apna dukh apni takleef SHARE kar skta aur apna Dil 🫀 halka Kar paata...... Hawwwwww........ Lekin....... Shaeed...... Mujhy Hamesha isi tarha tanha aur Akela rehna Hai........ Main shaeed Kisi KO deserve hi Nahi karta Hun....... Main Kisi k qabil hi Nahi Hun....... SB mujhsy nafrat karty Hain...... SB dhutkaar dety Hain....... Meri koi BT Nahi sunta Hai....... main NY toh tumhein apna samjha thaw Warda........ Tumhein khud sy ziada chaha thaw........ Apni zindagi pr tumhein preference Di........ Toh phr kyun Kiya tum NY mery sath aisa......... Kyunnnnnnmnnnnnnnnnn.......... (Crying very much badly 😭💔)
Khawar Warda k liye aur Usk changed behaviour KO Yaad karty huye RO Raha thaw.......
Khawar: Toh phr thk Hai...... Ab sy main bhi Kisi KO apna Nahi bnaunga....... Main NY toh SB KO apna samjha thaw........ Apna bnany ki Dil 🫀 sy koshish ki thi....... Lekin SB NY apni marzi aur apni Zaroorat k mutabiq Mera istemal Kiya...... Ab main BHI aisa hi karunga...... Kisi ki parwah Nahi Karunga....... Yehi log mery liye tadpein Gy...... Royein Gy....... Lekin main inki parwah Nahi Karunga........ (Uncountable tears drop from his eyes 🥹💔)
Khawar roty huye apni ankhein band Kar leta Hai.......