I kept hoping for a rainbow while I was in the middle of the storm. The winds were seemingly so strong but I kept my hopes alive hoping that the love of my life would call,me ,save,me...It got too heavy I didn't even care if I'd be thrown in the sea.I lost myself in the waiting.I watched myself becoming someone I had promised myself not to be,I lost my common decency to fight so hard for a man who didn't even care whether I was out in the storm which burnt my heart while beating.I was alive yea,but I knew that somewhere down in that burnt heart was aching, feeling lonely which was breaking my mental state but I didn't want to let him know.well,he had said I was a special case to handle so I didn't want to continue banging on his door with my special need he said I was having.It hurts,it doesn't make sense,he said he loved me,IS THIS LOVE?
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To the present me,
قصص عامةI have pasts inside me I didn't bury properly.Some nights I just want to die yet I struggle to stay alive in the morning.
