I AM NOT SIGN FOR THIS BULLSHIT . OK .!!!

BYSTANDER VIEW OF POINT

It already 2 and half  years passed and now I am  3 and half years old . It seem time flew very fast and I can formed a very good sentences and can do some menial task in the orphanage. My reputation also a persona that I created in the orphanage is quite good as I built my image as a helpful kind good book worms kids that help the caretakers cleaned the house , washed some dished and prepared some dishes. I have some reputation among the resident of the orphanage as I help the new baby that arrived to calm down when they are crying and teaching them to read and calculated which significantly help built my reputation and help me to avoid some unnecessary bullied inside the orphanage due to trust given to me from the caretakers. My relationship with Naruto is really civil and i just acts as his bystander and sometime just a slightly good Samaritan. His life is really based on the manga and no change had been done which is how he will being isolated by the kids as the kids that is playing with him will be bashed and isolated and received some mental punishment such as some small quantity and spoilt food, tattered clothes and extra works in the orphanage . It seem the caregivers did not use physical force but mainly use mental punishment to those who is near to Naruto. As a results , lots of the kids scared of being with him and certain small group is bullying him by taking his food portion and destroy his bedsheet. I have to admit I pity him for having this life and how wish I can protect him from this world cruelty but I CANNOT DO IT i am young kid with no parent, name and family backing me up plus if I protect Naruto . Who is going to protect me? NOBODY . I have to admit there are several time I .. save him from bullies by hiding him in the room or pushing him in the bush , give him my portion of food in silently when the caretakers is "forget'" his portion or he have to take a spoilt food and also read loudly when he is nearby when i read a story to the kids so he can heard it in the corner of the room. There are some of moments we have some eye contact and he wish to communicate to me which i ignored him by reading a book or left him directly or snap to him , it look so bad but...I have to do it for me , nobody going to help me when I suffer in the orphanage while HE HAVE A HOKAGE-SAMA AS HIS BACKING . Plus the caretakers loves me and I need to gain their favour for my stability on the orphanage before i left this hellhole. As a rewards of being a good kid, I have being given some of the best donated clothes , extra food and some allowed outing outside the orphanage to bought some food supplies. I even used a small talks and my reputation as a bookworms and good negotiation with the caretakers to allowed me to go to the local libraries which they immediately agreed caused they said that I might fall in love with the library books and remind me to back before 7 p.m. for dinner

Going to the libraries is the best decision I had make few months ago which my main objective is to find out more about some general knowledge to survive and some hair care routine for my hair types it seem my hair in this world is 3A which is quite hard to manage for a poor orphan girl who had no money and knowledge regarding the hair care for this particular hair type , plus whenever i went to caregivers regarding my hairs all of them just suggest to cut it shorts like what NOOOOO !!!!!!!. After i arrived my safe haven . Now i can let the mask that i built in this world to loosen up a bits . It hard to built some persona that is likable for an introvert person . It seem to drain my social battery but i still need to be more presentable for them and make them did not suspicious on my mask . It hard but still manageable. I already read  all the books at general section from cooking books to several some more basic ninja introduction book such as history of each country , bibliography of each hokage-sama , introduction of each clan in all continent and some personal hygiene books which I found quite interested caused it show me the haircare that that i need which is quite hard caused some of the ingredient is quite expensive to be obtained. I learned lots of survival skills from the books from here and some basic poison plant and which plant and animal can be eaten in survival. My eyes is aim to one books which is name " Minds and manipulation " , i immediately drawned to the book and wished to take the book when suddenly a large hand take the book at first place. I showed a frown looks and annoyed looks to the strangers which i quickly regretted it . The man that took this book is from T&I section based on my Naruto knowledge he is IBIKI MORINO a head of torture and integrators section  I quickly show a scared face and moves backwards like WHY THE HELL T&I CAME TO MEET ME while he only show a smirk for my action and move forwards to me while holding the book. He crouched his head to my height while looking at my scared face :" why kid like you want to read this book huh ?" I felt so scared with him caused i scared that all of my Naruto knowledge will be exposed and i will be a lab rat and assets for this country and i have no future afterwards. Unconsciously, i cried loudly in front of him  and in mind i just want to screamed and fuck why I fucking choose that fucking specify book . He tried to asked me again with stern tone but I still scared and continued to cried until I heard some laugh from above which suddenly a women came from above and slapped his back with Morino-san seem to very annoyed with her action. Her laugh is so loud that the librarian came to investigate the scene . He seem so surprised due to 2 Jonin shinobi came to the library. WHILE IN MY MIND IS TRIED TO SCREAMING AND FIGURES WHY THIS THINGS HAPPENED TO ME ???? WHY THE FUCK TWO TOP INTROGERATORS CAME TO ME Ibiki Morino and Mitrashi Anko a very scary psycho interesting integrator which is also one of the Orichimaru ex-pupil ?!!!!  AM I DOOM ???? , GOD I KNOW I AM BEING A LTTLE BIT UNFAITHFUL FOR YOU IN PAST CAUSE I AM SO NEGLETIBLE REGARDING MY RELIGION BUT WHY YOU DO THIS FOR ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I TRIED BEING KIND IN HERE !!!!!!!!!! GOD !!!!!!!!!. He greet them nicely and surprised with my crying face in the middle of the floor.  Morino-san cleared every suspicious misunderstanding to the librarian which suddenly I accidently heard something that might one of the keys that lead to this meeting " ....this kid really a cry-baby based on the report...."  based on his conversation with Mitarashi-san. Mitarashi-san came to me and suddenly picked me up like i am a stray cat and looked at me in the eyes and said : " Yo kids, sorry for disturb your reading time, wipe your nose kids it seem my old buddy face is too scary and too ugly right and that bitch really cannot handle this properly , I repeat that fucker question , why you want to read this book kid , huh ???"  . My mind is haggled and so chaos cause  of this interaction while half of mind thinking is this my doom but if you in my position , meets two scary integrators while you just scrolling in the library and thinking your might doing something wrong and this is Konoha which some of the integrators is mind -walking clan , it might be dead for me cause the knowledge I have might killed me . Suddenly Mitarashi-san released me in the middle of air and i just slopped into the ground with my butt hurt while she is saying :"OII KID!!! Want me to repeat the words huhhh?" I quickly gained my control and look at both of them and control my face expression while still having nervous breakdown "Sorry I though you guys are a bad guys , sorry... sorry (while bowing my head to them repeatly and cursive them in my heart )  I.....  just curious on this book and I already finished all the books the general section, the librarian is giving me permit to read this section caused it being allowed to the civilian . Am i doing something wrong ? " with my tremble voice and uneasy feelings . Then I heard some high pitch laugh which i known is from Mitarashi-san and when i look at them i saw Mitarashi-san clutch her stomach and laughing while Morino-san is just holding his head looking at his colleague eccentric  behaviour. Afterwards he just calmly said that he just curious to see a young kid interested with the book and just left afterwards with Mitarashi-san. I still shocked with the events however I had been allowed by the library to  borrowed a large amount of books with long due date as an apologised from the library executive for the misunderstanding  as a  result i did not returned to library and went to the outside of the orphanage due to still concerned to accidently meet them again . I still curious with Morino-san words and still thinking why they put a personal investigation on  me and collect my data however based on the Naruto fanfic that i read before , the ANBU that guards Naruto might give a report regarding my behaviour to the Hokage-sama and he conduct an investigation towards me which seem to be so "close call" but still it seem my position in his eyes is just a "civil bystander , good kid , cry-baby and just some good samaritan " which might give a slightly give a good indicator that i am might be in his watches list but in a very short time which is not a great news. But still for me to not taking this account of action in my planning had indicated my plan still contain a few weak spot with no backing plan however even i wish to stay away from the plot i know Butterfly effect still exist and give impact to the story wish i hope it did not change the plot so much. But still Naruto will be in the shinobi school later and I will be placed on civilian class. You might think oh why civilian school why not ninja academy ? Girl we want to avoid death plus you can get money if you work as an executive which i hope i can while also becoming a writer in future as my side job, i mean Harry potter series , Sherlock holmes and some grimms stories and other stories that being created by my previous author might created some huge chuck of money in future ,!! Sorry for stealing your storyline dear my previous life author !?! I already planned everything in my future which make some chuck of money , gain some education and reputation, moves away from Konoha and created some book tea shop in other country that did not involved in the Naruto plot and live a happily ever after with books, tea and some future pets. 

         BUT I HATE TO SAID GOD MIGHT HAVE A BETTER PLAN FOR ME WHICH IS NOT EXPECTED VARIABLES AND I JUST WISH I HAD NOT REPEAT MY OLD MISTAKE IN MY PREVIOUS LIFE BY STARTING PLANNING MY FUTURE TOO EARLY . IT JUST CAUSED SOME DISSAPOINTMENT TO ME AND SOME STRESS FOR MY 27 YERAS OLD MIND.