𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞

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"AHH~ n-no more p-please " the little brown girl say with tears gathered in her big dark brown eyes

She begged her maid for mercy hoping she would stop her harsh treatment towards her tiny thin body "m'lady please stay still" the short maid pled with her crying young lady in hopes to get the tiny pink corset on

"Your mother will be angry with us if we don't have u dressed" said the plump little maid whom hand motions to the room full of maids running around the young girl bedroom like headless chickens trying to find their youngest miss a dress for the ball
"She shall have our head on a platter" whispered the maid to her fellow comrade that was close to her , "That woman is not my mother! " said the stubborn little brown girl the maids eyes goes wide in bewilderment as there seem they we're talking to loud there heads shoots down in a bow and apologizes spew from there lips rolling her big eyes looking at her long painted pink nails

Wanted to bite them but she knew if she did her step mother would hear of this and have her punished, because biting nails is a horrible and unladylike thing to do "I hate those dresses.. give me the ones I used to wear" said the little girl sighing
"M'lady your close to your growth period I am sorry to tell you but all your dresses are going to have corsets now " another maid popped into the little girl view trying to help her stressed out friend

Hoping her words got through to the tiny brown girl that was looking everywhere but the dress after a minute of pure silence you could hear a feather drop as the maids stop to look at the head maid wondering what shall they do , because they knew there young lady being late shall reflect badly on them and have them a deduction of there monthly pay , "fine" muttered the young brown girl

As the maids hurried to get their young lady ready taking out the little pink corset as they slowly approached the young girl that looked at the tiny pink corset in there hands with hatred, the maids pulled the young girl hair up into a big bun as they tried desperately to remove all of her long thick curls hair out of the way, to prevent snagging her hair and causing pain to the already sickly and weakened child 

They wrapped the pink corset around the child thin tiny waist wondering why there lady of the house was telling them to do this to a child whom didn't even reach puberty yet , they knew children we're supposed to wear the corset after they get there first period so they can stay thin and fitted to marry into a good family, the child was not supposed to have any scar or marks that were made growing up .there thoughts quickly eased from there mind as they look at the time on the wide white clock that was covered in gems and gold to see it was getting to late and if the didn't finish quickly it was there head ,hurried and fixed the young lady's outfit and brought her to the large double doors that towered over them like a mountain

For the knights who was guarding the area to bow and announce the young princess arrived as the doors open showing high nobles in groups and the lower nobles at the sidelines looking timid as the high nobles cloth was decorated with the most fine gems and jewelry making the low nobles look under dressed , or was it the high nobles over dressed the little girl though
The little girl looked at the girl whom was older than her by 4 years had a face full of makeup to catch the attention of there future husband to be , the little girl knew it was hard to be a girl in this time or age a young one at that.

She knew If a noble girl have a mark or a scar no matter how small they shall be deemed  not to marry a noble man they shall only marry commoners  and slaves , the world for a noble girls and girls in general was harsh , but the rules for commoner girl were different from nobles they were allowed to elope and become mistress and concubines to the nobles who taken them in just to be tossed out of there beauty fades she knew that woman beauty in this time and age was fleeting like a flower in the winter but that didn't stop the child whom wanted to be more than looks she wanted to,

Become a businesswoman but she knew only commoner girls can have that privilege they can knights and businesswomen the freedom is all the little girl yearned for and a healthy body but the child knew she could only hope and dream for one thing she couldn't choose both but she knew what she would choose in a heartbeat

Freedom

Freedom is a word the little brown girl can only dream about she all ways wanted to be a businesswoman like her mother who had half  commoner blood flowing through her body which made her step mother hate her even more

"Dirty commoner blood " she heard her step mother almost growled in disgust to the little girl who looked down in fright as her step mother looked down at the young girl with a evil glint in her dark blue eyes the shown nothing but hatred for the little girl who was shaking as she clasped the ends of her light white dress that was forced on the little girl body the dress she was wearing was weaved by the finest seamstress she loved her silky dress that seems to have a mind of it own as it flutter every twist and turn the little girl made , which the little girl loved it made her feel like a forest fairy she loved the dress but in that moment she hated it she hated her tight pink corset she hated her commoner blood she hated the looks of her step mother and she hate the looks of pity that were thrown her way as she pass , poor child they thought poor poor child  they looked down at the child whom was way to small for children her age thin and so frail she heard nobles mumble as she walked by ,she wanted to disappear in that moment just because invisible like in the story books her mother used to read her it was a book about an invisible boy and young slave girl  whom set out to find a place in the big world where they were accepted

She wish she could leave she wish she had wings to fly like a bird or a pretty fairy she wanted to be free to play like other children her age she hated everything she choked back a sob as she felt her nose getting hot like she sniffed up chopped up pepper making it hard for the tiny little girl to stop the tiny sobs from escaping from her throat as she made her way to the large porch that was half the size of her large bedroom.

 

Wishing she was someone else
Hoping and wishing
Was all the little
Brown girl
Could
Do
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