~•Sorrowful love•~

Misunderstandings.

I hear Whispers. As soon as I enter.

"It's that boy"
"Yeah, I heard he and the new boy are together"
"Ew is the new boy gay?" "Who is he?" "Why is he here?" "Can't believe he fell for that act" "he's so stupid"
"Hahahahahaha"

What's going on? I think to myself as people are staring at me. Namjoon had left for school today earlier in the morning since he had joined the club and was supposed to be making some projects with the club.

But it felt so different not walking around with him.
To me, this was a very new feeling...

People's eyes bore into me like I was some criminal.

Just then I feel a hand grab me by the wrist and pull me in the washroom. It was a guy from my class. Tao.

"Oh god, Jin! What are you doing here?"

"Why? What's wrong?"

"Jin!? Do you know why people are looking at you!? It's all because of that new boy, whatshisname....AH, Namjoon. I heard he's a Playboy. And a very bad one. He's had sex with many girls. And someone said that you two are good friends and since everyone knows you're gay, the boys think you and Namjoon have a thing!"

"What the fuck Tao?"

"Yes! Believe me please. Don't go anywhere near him today, I beg of you!"

"Tao! Wait. Hold up! You're saying Namjoon is a Playboy, and he likes girls!?"

"Yes! That's exactly what I'm telling you! And for your own reputation, please don't go near him today.!"

"O- ok ...."

I was speechless by what I had just heard. Was Namjoon playing with me? Trying to have fun? Just trying to have pleasure?
Does he even love me?

I feel broken all of a sudden. I feel like my heart has shattered in millions of pieces and they're scattered on the floor, and I can't get myself to pick them up.

I thought Namjoon was different. But Tao is right. I don't even know where he came from and I expect him to fall in love with me.

I suddenly start doubting everything that happened over the months...

Is that story about his past, Yoongi and hoseok getting closer, Yoongi being rude just because of that past, namjoon's sister.....Is that even true?

Whom should I believe?

I rush up towards my classroom. My eyes are blurred from the tears forming in my eyes. I almost slip a step and fall down, but I get up and move to where Namjoon is.

I find him in the science lab where girls and boys from other schools are also present. Namjoon is standing among them, laughing and smiling like he knew them from ages.

And here I thought he only opened up to selected people....

Here, I thought I was special...

I can't help but let in a sob to stop myself from crying.

He stares out at me standing in the doorway, and his smile grows wider. But that smile soon turns into a frown as he sees my state.

He finally turns towards me and walks to where I'm standing but I can't bear with him. Not now. Nit ever. I don't want to. He lied to me. I run, and I run as fast as I can.

I get out in the parking lot, and I can feel Namjoon shouting after me and telling me stop. I can't though. I Want to stop, and I want to listen to what he has to say, but I can't. My legs take me to my car and soon enough I'm sitting in it all buckled up.

Namjoon is banging on the window but I can't hear him. I want to, but I can't. He's banging on the window begging me to open up.

I step on the gas and the car goes off. It's almost hard for me to drive in this state.

My mind is having a war between what I know and what I heard. I am at the crossroad when I look in the back view mirror and see Namjoon following in Yoongi's car.

I race up, and leave Namjoon's care behind at the red lights. I'm driving like a maniac. But I can't get myself to stop.

How could I be so stupid? Why did I fell for a straight boy? Why did it have to be him? why did I trust him? And.... why do I want to forgive him?

And that was the last thing I could think about.... before everything went down.

Should I continue the story?
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