vinegar or soya sauce (kinnporsche X Macauchaykim)

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Pete pov
(Content : pete have nightmare about his past and he continues fight with it)

I don't why everything look so realistic i want to run form it but no i was stuck it
"You are the one who can save us but cause of you i die" man with Normal with rich dress-up said also he look horrible

"Why you can't even try to save us pete?"

"Top trust me, thankhun say to run and i was afraid"

"Afraid? but you have still fight for us?"

"I'm sorry i'm so sorry so sorry please leave"

"Brother how you can do this?"

"Macau trust me it's not true!"

I could not help myself I just feel guilty I broke

When I wake up my eyes run all over my room Macau beside me he is worried and almost into tears my head spinning and my hands shake it

"Are you ok?"
Macau ask me how I can reply I don't know I just simply nodded

At afternoon I want to meet with Vegas but he was not at his home I knocked several time but there is no response his door is locked I try to call him he not picking up first I thought I need to give him his personal space because whatever he face now a days he need a break

Macau pov
It's morning i was ready for my class
I heard noise for Pete's room he continues apologies to someone i wack him up his body cover full of sweat heavy breath

I worried for him this is not a first time he have nightmare once but for now he have daily nightmares I am worried for him

"You have to go don't worry about me"pete say

"But.."

"I said you have to go please leave me alone"

I am done this behaviour I just simply left his room

There have several misscall for chay and i just ingnor him he makes me cry always i just want to give them there (kimchay) personal space. I cry always when i think about it my heart high on pain' i want to Stop thinking about it about him and his smile wich i love I never accept that that I fall for him
I have two sides and I am struggling with that one of my side say you have to go you have to check you have to care but another side say he don't care about your feeling how you could accept love from him he always hurt you and you always try to protect him no matter what I am stuck between those to feelings

Porsche pov
I was waiting and waiting but kinn never see me from this
I feel something strange more like heart broken I try to reach out but he never pick up my calls
Suddenly I saw a news about him in this kinn marriage he was married with a guy name ken
My legs shaking I collapse down on the hallway of hospital I don't know how to react as angry and the first time I am crying how I can trust someone who total we are known or unfaithful towards me who never trusted me never told me about his past life or his family how I can be so wish I am on my knees my heart just to stop but why i feeling this way because I guest I am in love truly

I give up I give you because now I don't have any time for rebound someone I decide I want to make myself stronger that no when can hurt me easily as hurt kinn

he want to contact atleast once he want to explain why he did this do me what i done wrong but he never showed up our last conversation

We cuddles talking about some random things and tanking him that he help me lot Levanter he own me i said he is my forehead and said everything will be fine soon
I don't know how to describe but i feel deep affection that transcends all boundaries also powerful connection and bond that exists between me and him

I found my lost peace into his arm's but once I lost everything because him he never loves me I thought and its true as always I suggest my brother to do not fall in love with anybody he look confused but might be he understand why I said this to him I am so disturb for now and I know I don't want to talk like this with my brother but what I can do

Chay pov
I try to reach out I call him several times but Macau not receive it I feel sad why I did something wrong? I want to see him at least before my surgery I need him truly I don't know why I thought this but whenever I talk with him I feel strange into my heart it's feeling of happiness I like the moment we spend with each other but don't know what's the name of this feeling last time when he with me at night he hug me I feel safe in to his arm

For now I hold a necklace he gifted me last time he geniuses choose gift for me a butterfly with pearl it's give me courage to fight also shine like pearl and butterfly it's beautiful he is so beautiful at least for me

I am struggling with my thought holding the necklace Macau give me I saw my brother enters he look little tense his eyes totally red like blood clots into it his face look dull and pale is he crying crying for me or someone? Is the only person I know that have strongest emotions he can control his emotions so well but why he acting like strange today
" why" I ask I don't know why but his answer make me shock and confused he said

"Don't fall in love with anybody"

When he said that I am questioning of my decision my lovableness towards macau is wrong?