Dear H *diary ver*

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Dear H,

I decided to kill myself today. I'm gonna ended my life in a few second later. There's no one's home. Mom and dad bring noona to the hospital because noona suddenly got an asthma attack. This would be the last chapter for my life. Thank you for being strong dear self. Thank you so much.

I would like to thank mom and dad for always being there for me when I'm in a hospital for treatment. Thank you for always remind me to eat. Thank you for giving me a comfortable life. I love you guys. I know you guys always argue with each other because of me. I'm sorry that I became your burden. I know I wasn't a good son. I'm not like noona. I'm sorry again for always make you guys sigh when saw me with a lot of bruises on my body. I'm sorry again for make you guys feel embarrassed to bring me anywhere because of my bruises. I hope you guys can have a good day after I leave this cruel world.

For noona,
My lovely Junhee noona <3. Noona, I'm sorry for making you disappointed with me. I'm sorry for always making you cry. I'm sorry for not being a kind person. I'm sorry for not being a good brother to you. I'm sorry for not being alive. I'm sorry noona. I'm tired noona. I cannot wait to end my life now. I can see how happy I am up there. Noona, if you miss me, just sleep in my room. Noona, I will tell you the truth. They tortured me noona. They beat me using the baseball bat, they throw a chair onto my back. They throw the desk to me. They make me look like a depressed person by cut my arm. That's why I have so many scar on my arm. They even record a video of me being naked noona. They rape me. They told me if I told anyone or report it, they will share the video on the Internet. I'm scared noona. Please don't cry when I'm gone noona. I love you so much and it hurt me when you cry. Please. Let me go. Please be good to mom and dad. Please be healthy. I love you noona

-Han Hyeongjun

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- who cried reading this chapter??
- even me the author crying too ㅠ ^ ㅠ