Dear H *diary ver*

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Dear H,

I'm alive. There's someone help me again. It's the new neighbour. Their son save me. I don't know how did he know that I'm gonna kill myself at my room. And how did he can enter the house? I thought that I already lock the door. I lock my room too. He said that this is not gonna make everything better. But it will make it even worse. My life is already ruined! And it will be worse than anyone else if I continue to live. I cannot get a justice for myself. Mom and dad scold me again for trying to kill myself.

I cannot cry anymore. I saw noona crying. Because of me. It's all because of me. I'm the burden. I'm the one who will end up getting the fault. I'm the one they will blame everything. They say if they know I'll be like this, they would probably kill me when I'm just a baby.

Why don't they just kill me now? I did wanna die. Please. I'm tired already. I wanted to end everything! I don't want to survive. I don't want to survive

I don't want to survive

    -; ♡.° [ to be continued ] ୭̥