Wanting my girl *T.Clarkson*

Avoiding him

Addison knew how things had been since she told Rachel that she was pregnant. She knew that Rachel was trying to be supportive and she was glad of that. But she knew bye she had to tell Tom and she was scared

She knew how it was Toms baby that she was having and how he had a right to know but she knew that as soon as she told him it would change everything and it scared her as she wanted everything to be okay

Addison lay in bed and groaned as she felt the nausea hit her. She sat up and froze for a moment. She rushed out of the room and into the bathroom as she throw up. Addison groaned to herself, she knew that all of this scared her and how she didn't know what to do.

She knew that she was young and having a baby wasn't easy and it wasn't what she planned and she knew how she had to think over it all.

Addison knew that she had to try and not avoid the subject of it all but she knew it was a lot to get her head over and even though she told Rachel she still had to tell Tom and she knew that made it all ready as she had no idea what he was going to say it how he was going to react

When addison was finished throwing up. She stood up and looked to her appearance And sighed. She got ready for school and unintentionally placed a hand on her bump and sighed. She knew that things were hard and a mess and how she was pregnant and how there was only so long that she could avoid it for

Addison walked down into the kitchen and looked to see Rachel and smiled

"Hi love how are you doing" Rachel asked as addison looked to her and smiled

"I'm okay I guess it's just things are hard you know" Addison said as Rachel smiled as she looked to her daughter

"I get that but you have a decision to make and as your mother I am here" she said as addison smiled

"Can you not say anything, not even to any staff can this stay between us for now" Addison said as Rachel nodded

Addison knew that the last thing she wanted or needed was Tom finding out of her pregnancy through Rachel and she knew that was the last thing that she wanted or needed

She knew how he'd react and she knew that it wouldn't go down well if he found out that way

•••
Addison got to school and stood in the hallway as chlo walked over to her and smiled "there you are I have been texting you, are you okay. You seem distracted" chlo asked as addison smiled

"I'm okay I had a lot on my mind that's all but you don't need to worry. It's just things at home" addison said. She knew that she couldn't tell chlo how she was pregnant knowing how her stepdad had been the one who had knocked her up and knowing how it was far from easy

"If your sure. You know that you can talk to me" chlo said as addison looked to her and smiled

"Thanks that means a lot" Addison said. She frowned to herself as she saw Tom and sighed. She knew how she was avoiding him and being childish but right now she couldn't deal with it

"Come on we're going to be late" Addison said as she lead chlo off down the hall and in the opposite direction of Tom.

Addison knew that there was only so long that she could avoid Tom for and he wasn't stupid and he knew that there was something going on

"Are you sure your okay" Chloe asked as addison smiled

"I'm okay I'm just tired that's all" addison said as chlo looked to her and nodded. Chlo wasn't stupid and she knew addison and she could tell that she was being off and distant

She could tell that there was something going on with her and she couldn't help but worry over it all.

•••
Addison sat in the common room. She frowned as she looked to see Tom as he walked in and looked to her and smiled

"Hey are you okay" he asked as she smiled

"I'm okay" she said as he nodded. He knew that there was something off about her and how he couldn't help but worry

"I know how things have been with us. I know that there is a reason that your keeping your distance but I am here and I am not going anywhere. I care about you so much" he said as she looked to him and smiled. She rested her head into his chest. She knew how safe that she felt with Tom

She knew the risk if they get caught but she really needed him to hold her right now. She smiled as he wrapped an arm around her and kissed her forehead. Addison knew how things were and how it was far from easy

Addison looked to him and smiled. She knew how suspicious that he was and how hard that she was trying. She knew how she only wanted for things to work out

•••
Addison stood in the toilets and groaned. She was feeling nauseous again. She knew that people were acting suspicious to her and how it was far from easy to keep her pregnancy secret. Addison knew that it was all overwhelming and she didn't know what to do

She knew that if she had a baby it would change everything. She was still so young and she was still at school and how that if she had a baby that it would change everything and she knew it.

Addison didn't know what she had to offer a baby and she was scared but just what was addison going to do when it came to her pregnancy?