Wanting my girl *T.Clarkson*

Tom knows

Addison sat in her room. She knew how she was avoiding Tom and she had no idea how she was going to tell gun that she was pregnant. She knew it was a mess and she knew that Rachel didn't even know the truth overcome being the dad and she was scared

Addison looked as her bedroom door opened as Beth walked in and smiled "are you okay" Beth asked as she looked to her sister as Addison sighed

"I am just asking myself how I got into this situation" Addison said as Beth looked to her and smiled

"Well I think that he forgot the condom. Now you got a bun in the oven"

"That's not helping you know it" Addison said as she sat with her head in her hands. She knew how her head was a mess and she hated it. She knew that she had been avoiding telling Tom how she was having his baby. She knew the huge risk over it all and she knew it wasn't just because it was the fact that she was pregnant

He was a teacher and he could loose everything and she was a student and she wasn't just any student. Her mum was the head and it was a mess

"I hate this Beth I'm so scared" Addison said as Beth looked to her and smiled

"I know. I know that your worried but all of this will work out for to best but you need to tell him before he notices as clarkson isn't stupid. Your the size of a stick and when I bump starts to grow he'll realise and he will know it's his I mean your a slag but not that much of a slag. He's the only one you're sleeping with. He'll know" Beth said

Addison looked to her and rolled her eyes

"You know I hate you right"

"You love me" Beth said

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Addison sat in registration as she looked to see Tom. He stood up front as he took the register

"Are you okay, you look pale" Beth said. Addison knew how the sickness and all of the pregnancy was starting to hit her and how she had to face reality of it all

"I'm going to be sick. Sir I need the bathroom" Addison said as she rushed out of the room before Tom could reply. He frowned as he looked after her as she rushed out

Tom looked to Beth and frowned "is she okay? She hadn't been herself at all" he said as Beth looked to him and rolled her eyes as she looked to him

"You'd know wouldn't you" Beth said as Tom frowned

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Addison rushed into the bathroom and into a cubicle. She locked it after her as she hunched over the toilet and threw up. Her head was killing her and she felt drained and she knew that she couldn't keep this up and she couldn't keep this from Tom much longer. She knew how she had to tell him the truth

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Addison walked through the hallway. She looked to see Tom as he was walking down the stairs with Beth "Addison" Tom said as Addison frowned as she looked to him

"I.."

"Everything already. Or have you got something to tell me?" Tom asked as she thanked to hun and to Beth

"Bethany" she said as she looked to her sister

"Sorry he had to know I'll leave the two of you to talk" Beth said as she walked off. Addison rubbed her forehead as she looked to Tom

"What have you done" Tom said

"I think you mean what have we done" Addison said as they held a look

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Addison sat in the classroom with Tom as they sat in silence

"Will you say something the silence is killing me" Addison said as she started to pace

"I don't know what to say" Tom said

"I never said I was keeping it have i? Do you really think I want to be a pram face"

"How did it happen in the first place" Tom asked

"You were there Tom you tell me. You didn't pull out quick enough. We both did this together" she said

"Addie..you were in the pill"

"It's not always effective Tom"

"Sorry, I'm sorry" he said as she sat on the side of her desk with her head in her hands

"This wasn't part of my life plan pregnant at fifteen . What do I do"

"As head of pastoral care I'll tell you what I'll tell everyone else you have the responsibility to inform the father me but your sister did that"

"I was scared telling you makes it real"

"It is real Addie. Your options are one that you keep it and raise it best you can. Two, you keep it and let someone else raise and three, you have an abortion"  Tom said

"Stop calling it, it Tom it's a baby our baby...I....i need to know that you'll stand by me no matter what I'll choose" she said as they looked to each other

"Yeah of course I will. Come here" Tom said as he pulled her into his arms and huffed her as she started to cry

"I'm sorry, im sorry for all of this" Tim said as she smiled

"I'm sorry we were so reckless" she said as he kissed her forehead

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Addison got home and sat in the kitchen. She placed a hand on her bump and sighed as she looked to Rachel as she walked in and looked to her

"Your home early" Addison said

"Yeah. Where's Beth"

"Football practice i can't go can I. I think I am going to keep the baby. I can't have an abortion" Addison said as Rachel looked to her and smiled

"As long as your sure there what you want" Rachel said as Addison nodded. She knew how none of it was easy

Addison knew how she was having a baby and she was only fifteen and to make things more complicated her English teacher was the father and none of it was going to be easy

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A/N; Beth mason, her storyline and any children she has belongs to _X_Sammii_X_