Jess's POV: its about 1:50 in the morning and by this time i had walked all the way to a park and found a bench to sit and bawl my eyes out i couldnt figure out why i was feeling this bad whether it was because i cant articulate how ive hurt my bestfriends or if it is was because i cant choose between chris and matt ive known them both equally for a long time. i sighed looking down at my phone finally deciding to call the one person i know is always there. Holding in my tears as the dial tone rings hoping she isnt asleep yet.
Cassie: Hello
Jess: Mom
she states through choked tears
Cassie: Jess what's going on love what happened
Jess: mom i messed up really bad and i dont know what to do
she exclaims letting her tears fall
Cassie: jess..
Jess: I like chris and matt and ive might have messed up our friendship
Cassie: sweetie no you didnt okay i promise you didnt they are still your friends and they love you
Jess: i want to come home mom
Cassie: jess..
Jess: or at least i need you here
Cassie: i will talk to your dad and see if we can come visit you this weekend okay try to get some sleep and you will feel so much better tomorrow i promise
Jess: okay goodnight
Cassie: goodnight sweet dreams only sweet dreams
I hung up from my mom and sighed out once more calming my nerves proceeding to walk back to my house. as i made my way into my driveway sitting back on the concrete driveway where the night officially started
Madi: JESS
Jess: hi
she replies quietly as she turns around to look at her
Madi: i was so worried
Jess: im sorry
madi sighs hugging her then sitting down next to her
Jess: i fucked things up didnt i
Madi: what no well i mean chris and matt are not speaking to each other currently but i mean whats new
jess: but it was my fault im the reason they are mad at each other
madi: no no youre not okay they are just being them okay they will grow up
madi: but i mean i told you had feelings for chris too
she states smirking
Jess: madii
madi: you know i love you
she says side hugging her
madi: well im going to bed you think youre going to be okay
jess: yeah thanks mads
madi: okay
she says standing up and walking back into the house as jess rests her head on her arms positioned on top of her knees as someone comes and sits next to her quietly
Jess: hi matt
Matt: hey
Jess: im sorry
Matt: why you were just being honest
Jess: i do really like you
Matt: no jess you and chris are perfect and honestly it makes he was at least able to communicate how he feels about you without being oblivious about it im not the one you need jess you are way out of my league and im okay with that honestly
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The Confession
FanfictionWhat happens when Jess fake dates her crush's brother in an attempt to get him to admit that he likes her.
