sᴛᴜᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ - ᴀʟʙᴇʀᴛ/ғʟᴀᴍɪɴɢo

21 - "my life is fucked up, I need to fix it."

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cora's pov:

I woke up with the sun shining directly into my eyes and a smell that smelled like a infected ear piercing.

I got up and walked to the bathroom to wash my face, then the smell was gone.

I went back into my room and got back into bed, my body just couldn't walk for that long.

My life is fucked up, and I need to fix it.

step one: get Ally back?? 

step two: quit smoking

step three: get with Albert

Ok gotta work on the first step.

She blocked me on everything though!

Fuck.

Oh wait,

I remember I got her snapchat because her messages weren't working one night.

let me see.

SHE NEVER BLOCKED ME ON SNAPCHAT?

LETS FUCKING GO!!!

Ok.

No small talk just gotta get into the apology or whatever it's called.

I wrote out and apology and read it a couple more times before clicking send.

She responded quickly and said that she was really missing me so she agreed.

We talked for a little bit about random stuff until I said my phone was getting overheated so I had to go.

BUT STEP ONE COMPLETE!!

now step two; quit smoking

fuck this one's hard.

how do I do this?

man, I don't kn-

my thoughts were interrupted by Albert calling me.

I quickly answered.

"Hey, love." Albert said calmly.

"What?" I asked with wide eyes.

"Nothing, anyways what are you doing?" Albert asked.

"Uhm, ok.. i'm trying to quit smoking." I mumbled.

"Good! how's it going?" He said in a high pitched voice that was SO ADORABLE!

I blushed harshly, "I don't know where to start." I mumbled.

"Do you want me to come over?" He asked.

"Sure!" I agreed, kicking my feet on my couch.

"Alright, pretty girl. I'll be there." He said calmly.

"Ok!" I said while hanging up.

I opened Safari and looked up 'how to quit smoking' and waited for it to load, my internet sucks ass right now.

I scrolled for a bit, not wanting to read any articles.

Then I clicked on 'What is the easiest way to stop smoking?'.

I scanned over it, gum.

Gum?

my dad did that while he was trying to quit.

It didn't work though.

hm.

Whatever i'll try it.

I heard 3 knocks on my door, and quickly ran up to it.

I opened it and immediately felt my face heat up.

"Hi!" I said while giving him a hug.

"Hey!" he said while hugging back, slightly lifting me up off the ground.

"So, what do you wanna do?" he asked while setting me down.

"Cuddle. WAIT- NO- I MEANT!" I yelled, why am I so fucking stupid.

"We can do that." He chuckled and grabbed my hand, leading my upstairs to my room.

oh my god oh my god oh my god

We made it up to my room and he grabbed my waist and we both hopped on the bed.

oh my lord please

I grabbed the remote as he snaked his hand around my waist and scooting towards me.

I turned on Love is Blind and scooted closer to him, at this point I was about to scream.

"What's this show?" He whispered in my ear.

"A dating show, it will explain." I giggled.

"Alright, whatever you want pretty girl." He laughed.

AHHH!!!!

2 hours later

Albert seemed to like the show.

He was watching closely while playing with my hair.

While one of the couples was arguing I heard Alberts phone ringing.

He reached over too the side table and answered.

"Hey, i'm not home right now, can I call you later." Albert spoke softly.

"You're in bed?" The mysterious person said.

But after I heard their voice, I knew who it was.

Marissa.

"I'm at Cora's house." Albert said.

"WHAT?! WHY?!" Marissa screamed as I covered my ears.

"Marissa, stop." Albert snapped

"SHES A FUCKING UGLY SLUT!" Marissa yelled.

"SHE CAN GO KILL HER SELF AND I WOULD FUCKING THROW A PARTY, LEAVE HER HOUSE RIGHT NOW!" Marissa screamed as me and Albert sat there with wide eyes.

Albert hung up and looked at me with eyes that looked concerned and angry.

"I'm sorry." He mumbled as he hugged me again.

"No it's fine! at least we saw her true colors right." I said while hugging him back.

"Yea, but are you ok?" He asked while rubbing my back.

"Yea." I hesitated.

I wasn't ok.

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AN:

SORRY I HAVNT BEEN UPLOADING MUCH.

I LOVE YOU ALL

AND FUCK MARISSA!!

ALSO VOID MV COMING TOMORROW!!

hbd grimace!!

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