My Mind is a Prison

Poisoned

Even in freedom, you haunt me

Every step I take feels like an anchor,

Pulling me back down to earth.

The ever-tainted taste of blood lining my lips because I kissed you.

I wish I hadn't. I wish I could take it back, take it all back.

Because even though we are apart you left me poisoned.

Every day it gets harder to breathe, the sweet scent infecting my veins.

I thought you were different, but in reality, you where twice as cruel.

I hate that I loved you, I hate that I still do.

Even in all the hardship I endure, I wish you the best.

Even if I know you will spite me in living.