Fifteen Days With You

Conclusion Part I

It's been a month. A month without Cassidy. A month without proper sleep and food. It has also been a month full of tears and loneliness. Ever since she left...

Ever since I let her leave.

Funny. You'll never know the true value of someone until you lose them. And sadly, that's what I am experiencing now. I'm stupid, aren't I? Letting her go... But if only I realized it sooner. If only I woke up from my oblivious state a second sooner, Cassidy would be in my arms.

"I love her.... Oh god I love her." I couldn't help but sob out as another used tissue went in the nearly full trash bin.

The morning after we broke up, I stormed in her office, demanding to see her. Daisy wouldn't let me in but I literally muscled my way around. And when I opened the door, my knees sank to the ground.

She was gone.

No one wanted to tell me where she went. No one helped. I feel so alone. And I miss her. It seems like my whole body can't function without her.

"Sandy...." Jaz entered my room and immeadiately wrapped me in her arms. "You're crying again?"

"I miss her, Jaz. I miss her so much." I sobbed in her arms.

"I know. That's why I'm helping you look for her. I promise, we will find Cassidy. And then you two can finally marry each other and have babies who I will adore so much." She said, comforting me.

That's my bestfriend.

"B-but Jaz... how can we find someone who doesn't want to be found?"

She sighed. "We'll find a way, Sandy. We just have to find a way."

"How can I be so stupid, Jazzy?" I whispered. "She loves me. More than anyone in this world. She gave me her whole fucking heart!" I closed my eyes to try and stop the tears. "And I just threw it away like trash."

"Shhhhh... You were confused and scared." Jaz tried to explain.

"That's not a proper reason, Jazzy."

Then a horrible thought crossed my mind.

"Oh god... what if she found someone already?" I gasped in horror. "W-what if she tried to move on with some other dumb bi-..."

"Hey." Jaz put her hands on my shoulder and pushed me away slightly. "Sandra, that woman is crazy about you! I don't think she will move on just yet."

I frowned. "She's emotionally unstable right now. What if someone offered her comfort? What if someone seduced her and she just succu-"

"Sandra!" Jaz yelled at me.

"Jazzy!" I whined back. "I'll kill anyone who tries anything with her!"

"Now, now.... relax. Sandy, don't turn homicidal."

"B-but... she's mine!"

Her face twisted into a look of amusement. "I've never seen you become this possesive before."

I shot her a look. "Have you seen Cassidy? She makes Olivia Wilde and Megan Fox look like peasants!"

She giggled and nodded in understanding. "Okay, okay.... let's look for your Cassidy."

A few hours later:

"Have you tried her parents yet?"

I buried my face in my palm. "Yes! Even they don't know where she went. That, or they purposely witheld information from me."

Jaz groaned. "How about her brother?"

"Julian is in Paris. I've been trying to contact him for days."