Maya : Ek deewangi

18. Maya kissed Sultan

Maya's POV ~
I tried to stretch myself after a beautiful deep sleep , i don't know why but the sleep felt so safe and warm ,no nightmares,no stress just the fragrance of saffron mixed with scents of rain and dried roses, a smiled played on my lips as i blushed harder  remembering the  dream from last night , it was Sultan and me ...his hands on my waist and his soft dark lips against mine , his beautiful words ....an...Wakeup from your stupid dreams Maya ...you need to leave for Dularab with Your Husband soon !!! , My inner voice screamed at me , i tried to move but something stopped me from doing so ,my smile faded as i forced my eyes open and my heart almost skipped an entire playlist when i saw his beautiful face so close to mine , his turban was no more covering his beautiful messy hair ,he had beautiful mid length  brownish  hair ,his eyelids were closed covering his intoxicating dark orbs , my eyes went down to his lips and i felt butterflies erupting in my abdomen thinking about the kiss we had ,i could feel myself turning in shades of red ,it's your hallucination Maya,he's not here ..Yes , it has to be  my hallucination because as far as i remember I accidentally slept here on the carpet instead of the bed and it's quiet obvious why would he sleep here with me ??  I again tried moving  but reality hit me hard this time  when i realised his hands were actually wrapped around my waist and he was really there . I calmed myself a little and suddenly my breathe hitched in my throat as  i felt his rough fingers gripping my waist even tighter and his face snuggling into my neck . My body freezed at this moment feeling his hot breathe against my sensitive neck , his beautiful hair locks covered his forehead ,i was so lost in his beauty that i couldn't stop my  hand from touching his beautiful hair,suddenly the world turned upside down  when he turned me down on the carpet with the speed of flash  , his hand roughly grabbed my throat and his eyes turned bloodshot red , i was so shocked that i couldn't process what  just happened ,i tried to hold his wrist as i couldn't breathe , tears blurred my vision when his  red eyes met mine . His hold loosened around my throat and he inhaled deep breathes before joining our heads together,his breathe still unusual and deep   " Humme...humme Mauf krdijiye begum ...hum.."  my fingers touched his lips  quickly stopping him from talking further ,he was in some kind of  pain and i could see that in his eyes " Shh ...hum jante hein aap humme kbhi nuksaan nhi pohcha skte ...humme bhrosha hai aap par ..." .I stared deep into his eyes and a lone tear rolled out of my eyes , i don't know why but i could feel my heartbreaking with some unknown pain because at this moment all i could see was pain , loneliness and  desperateness in his eyes ,which he has been hiding under several layers of  toughness throughout the years , i might not be a good romantic but i could sense his urge to be unmasked , to be loved , to be ...known ,his expressions softened as his thumb slowly swiped my tears " Aap humse dur chli jaiye Begum ...hum apke aansuon ki wjh ban jaye , ye humme bardasht nhi "  My shoulders tensed at his words as i felt anger rushing down my nerves ,how dare he say that ,with all my strength i pushed him  turning  him down on his back . My hands gripped his throat as tight as i could " Apki himmat kaise hui humme ye sab kehne ki
..humne Agni ko shakshi mankar aapko apna pati mana hai ...app par,apke drd par , apki khushiyon par ,apke sharir par yhan tak ki apki inn kathor ankhon me jo drd apne  saalon se chupakar rkha hai uss par apse jyada haq humara hai , aur aap humse humara haq nhi cheen skte Sultan.." , my breathe turned uneven  as i could feel his eyes staring deep into mine , his hands cupped my cheeks and he smiled bitterly" Jabardasti ki thi humne apne sath ...aap humse mohb.." his words got  muffled in his mouth as i slammed my lips against his , his body froze and so does mine my brain wasn't  working properly all i could think was how to take away all his pain , his insecurities, i agree he did forced me into this marriage but he did it  all for my welfare ...i had already accepted him as  my husband and now  it was my duty to make him feel loved ,to make him feel that he wasn't alone , to make him feel himself , none of us tried to  move, our lips were still connected to eachother,he looked into my eyes with a tint of confusion and  ....love ..i felt my cheeks turning red .I blinked nervously as i didn't knew how to finish what i had started , i felt the vibrations on my lips as he laughed  against my lips ...You did it Maya ...his hand slowly raked towards my back  and i felt familiar sensations as his lips moved in a rythmic manner against mine , i could feel his warm tongue exploring every corner of my mouth . I tried to copy his movements and suddenly he flipped me on my back , a soft moan escaped from my mouth when his soft kiss turned into a dominant one . He pulled back when i couldn't breathe , i panted heavily for oxygen  and he pulled me up making me sit in front of him ,his hand held the back of head fisting my hair as he yanked my hair back making my body arch , he slowly leaned closer to my cleavage as he muttered " You had a choice to back off Begum " , my body shivered with weird sensations as i could feel my nipples hardening with his  proximity " And from this moment ..you have anything but choice ..." his dominant tone ringed in my head and all  i wanted to do was agree to whatever he was saying or doing, my mind  wanted me to argue but my feelings were betraying me atleast right now ,a gasp escaped from my lips as he planted rough kisses down my throat , his fist slowly loosened in my hair  and his other hand gripped the side of my waist , " Su...Sultan " i spoke when his lips were about to  touch my clothed breast , his head digged into the crook of my neck as he inhaled deeply before kissing my neck  for the one last time " Shukriya humme zindagi ka sbse haseen sabak seekhane ke liye Begum Jaan...Jaiye aur tyar ho jaiye ..hum kuch der me rvana honge " i nodded as he helped me to stand , his eyes travelled down my body as he smirked devilishly  ,i frowned lightly and followed his gaze ,my eyes almost came out of my socket when i realised what he was looking at i quickly turned away and he laughed teasing the hell out of me , " Gehra asar hai humara aap par Begum Jaan ..."

~ Well, i hope you guys like the new update...and it's a warning that the novel has a lot of smut and mature content on the way !!!