My Mate (KinnPorsche)

Depression leads to Disappointment

Everything was changed after the betrayal
I really started to have trust issues and even diagnosed with depression

How does it feel when someone pretend to love you because then you gave access to your heart and the blind trust nearly kills you
When the bitter truth was exposed you feel like you shattered into million piece
You will start to lose interest on everything
I was suffocating with anxiety too
I am trying to hide this all from my family
They have given me everything but I was so stupid to realise their love for me

When my parents fixed my marriage I can't say a word against them
I am drowning myself with guild yes my ex- lover caused a great loss to our business
My father never mentioned but I can't get myself from the past incident
My mom was worried about me after observing my obsession of satisfying myself with random strangers
She took some cautious actions to prevent my life from this devastating depression
She started to search a partner for eventually she ended up choosing her best friends son as my wife
Things started to getting better
After my wedding
I wanted to tell my gorgeous wife that I am not interested in this stuff but he started to impress me with his loving and caring personality
Yes, I can't resist his cute pout when I ignored him
So
I decided to be friends
He declared the same
Porsche: shall we ...
Kinn: hmm
Porsche: I mean let's be friends

That's how it was started

He will always wait for me to make my dinner a sweet and lovely time

We eat together when everyone was sound asleep in their rooms

He would really kill me with his lectures if I forget to grab something for my breakfast

Lunch will be delivered and accompanied by him

He would be mad if I am not getting enough rest

When I fell ill with high temperature he became a second mother who took care of through out the whole night and the upcoming days was really feels like heaven
He pampered with warm and light food

I started to adore no .. no
I loved him
He was really a pure hearted angel who was just fallen from the sky for me
Once again I began to love someone
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But
My mind was so stubborn
It was torturing me the negative thoughts that he will betray or cheat me behind my back just like Tawan so I did followed my mind
I started to avoid his phone calls and I even yelled on his face for bringing me lunch but nothing changed he remains the same
I know I should believe him
I should let my heart fly high to avoid these misconceptions
I never talked to him
I gave him a cold look and arrogant attitude to prevent him from further hurt
Yes
I could sense it
Nowadays
He is so sad and the worried glance fell upon whenever I ignored or try not to see him
Time flies  those beautiful days which brings the best out of me was slipping away from my life because of my fear
Month passed
I have gained a new enemy called Lin
I rejected his illegal mining offer to earn more wealth
I even informed cops about his pan that's how I have created a new enemy for and by myself
When my parents forced us both to visit the grand opening of new mall by my dad's bestfriend
We were kidnapped in the middle of the event
The last thing I remember was the voice of Porsche who was screaming my name again and again
After opening my eyes I was invited to witness the vulnerable sight of my Porsche
His shirt was torn and Lin was trying to do something to my love
Porsche Porsche I was yelling on top of lungs
I heard Lin's disgusting voice
Lin: Welcome Mr.Kinn !!
Kinn:What the hell you motherfucker take your filthy...
(The sound of slap hit his ear with a agonizing tone it was his Porsche
Lin slapped Porsche to mention that if Kinn tries to raise his voice he won't hesitate to even kill Porsche)
The realisation hit him hard
Kinn: What did you want ?
Lin: That's my boy ! I know you are smart enough to get the meaning
Kinn:how much or What the hell I wanted to do to get rid of his fucking place
Lin: Oh I see.... Hmm... well.
Kinn: Just say me the thing ?
What I have to do
He is not coping well don't you have eyes
What did you do to my wife
I am at the verge of losing my remaining sanity
(Kinn was continuously screaming this and repeating it again and again like a mad man who lost control over his confidence
He was frightened for his beloved)
Lin:Okay enough you are damaging my eardrums be quiet!!
I want..Huh
I want your .....

To be continued....

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