Part 5

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Jungkook Pov
I woke up in the mental hospital room and I sighed. I've been here for I think 5 months and if anything it made me more confused as ever. It's like everything I thought I was doing good isn't and I don't understand what's good anymore. At least he's been here with me all the time he visits me almost everyday. At least my love for him is still apparent. My therapist Namjoon he never made it seem like he didn't believe I loved him. I was told that they would tell me I never loved him and he never loved me but he knows we love each other. After a while I finally got up out of the terrible bed and freshened up. That bed is so uncomfortable. I changed and sat on the bed.

I got my sketchbook and drew him

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I got my sketchbook and drew him. It helps me feel better while I'm here. After a while I left the room and went to the cafe to get some food. It's not the best but it works for now. I ate and went back in my room. I don't really talk to anyone here I've always been an introvert and never really talked to people. I finished drawing him and soon my therapist Namjoon came in.

Joon:Hi JungkookHey Joon;How are you feelingGood I guess idk Joon:Do you wanna talk about itIdk the bed is so uncomfortable I thought hospital beds would be more comfortable with how long I have to stay here for Joon:Yeah they were made with the c...

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Joon:Hi Jungkook
Hey
Joon;How are you feeling
Good I guess idk
Joon:Do you wanna talk about it
Idk the bed is so uncomfortable I thought hospital beds would be more comfortable with how long I have to stay here for
Joon:Yeah they were made with the cheapest material do you understand why your here
I do I just don't know what's good anymore I thought everything I was doing was good but I don't know what's good and bad anymore
Joon:I understand it must be hard are you still close to your dad
No I was taken away when I was 17 when he got arrested and then he got killed in prison
Joon:Oh I see
I always thought my mom was stupid for calling the cops and saying he abused her but I guess I was doing the same
Joon:You weren't abusing him
It feels like I did I hurt him
Joon:You didn't mean to you didn't know any better
I guess your right I never wanted to hurt him
Joon:I know and Jimin knows that as well
At least he doesn't hate me
Joon;I don't think he'd ever hate you
I hope my mom doesn't hate me I said she was hurting my dad for calling the police
Joon:I don't think she does I think she knew your father was manipulating you
Do you think I can still take pictures of him I always loved to
Joon;I think if he was fine with it then that wouldn't be a problem
Ok I miss him
Joon: He'll probably visit later on
I know I wish I could see him longer than an hour
Joon:I know but when you are able to leave you can see him
I know I miss him a lot
Joon;I'm sure he misses you too
I know at least drawing him makes me feel better
Joon:You draw him a lot
Well I think about him a lot and it makes me feel better
Joon:I think it's sweet
Thanks. We talked for a while until a nurse came in.
Nurse:Jimin is here
Really
Nurse:I'll send him in
Ok
Joon:I'll talk to you later
Oh ok bye. He left and soon Jimin came in.

Jimin:Hope you didn't miss me too much I missed you so much

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Jimin:Hope you didn't miss me too much
I missed you so much. He giggled and sat next to me and I hugged him tightly.
I wish I could see you more than an hour
Jimin:I know me too are you feeling well
I guess I don't know
Jimin;What's up
Idk I don't know what's good anymore
Jimin:I would feel the same too
Can I still take pictures of you
Jimin;Of course you can
Really I always loved doing that
Jimin:You can don't worry
Thanks oh I drew something for you
Jimin:What is it
Well it's you actually
Jimin: Another one
It makes me feel better
Jimin;I love it you are really good at drawing and painting
Thanks I always was and I always wanted to paint my lover t..that's good right
Jimin:Of course it is kook
You know my dad actually told me that was a terrible way to show love
Jimin: Really
Yeah he said showing them their dead friend's head would be better
Jimin:Wow
I never wanted to do that I thought that was too much
Jimin: Definitely I know you wouldn't
You don't hate me right
Jimin:Of course not Kook
I really love you
Jimin:I do too
Really
Jimin:Of course I do
I'm so happy you feel the same I promise I'll treat you as best I can
Jimin:I know you will
I wish I could be out of here I just want to see you and take you on a date that's what normal people do right
Jimin:Yes Kook
Good its just hard to know what's good to do anymore
Jimin:I understand and you can ask me anything you want ok
Can I still call you love
Jimin:Of course call me whatever you want
Ok love can I still write you notes and make you food
Jimin;Of course kook just maybe without sneaking into my house
Deal oh um can I like order you something to surprise you when you wake up
Jimin;Yes don't worry I know you love surprises
Yay
Jimin:You are so sweet
Thanks um can I um
Jimin;What
Well can I um kiss you. He giggled and shook his head.
Is that a no or
Jimin;Yes Kook
Really
Jimin;Yes
Before I could do anything he kissed me and I immediately kissed back and wrapped my arms around him. The kiss got deep and he wrapped my arms around my neck and made it deeper. I got flustered and looked down.
Jimin:Your cute
T..Thanks I didn't think you could be so bold
Jimin;Is that bad
No no I..I like it
Nurse; I'm sorry Jimin you have to go
Does he have to
Jimin;I do I'm sorry Kook
It's ok. I got up and they let me walk with him to the door. Before he could leave I quickly cupped his face and kissed him again.
I love you so much
Jimin;I love you too
You better visit me tomorrow or you won't get any drawings from me for a week
Jimin; Have I ever not
No
Jimin;I promise I'll come tomorrow
I'll miss you
Jimin;I'll miss you too
He left and I went back to my room sad but happy. I miss him already but he kissed me and I kissed him. It was even better than what I imagined. Well not really I imagined kissing him in a flower field on a date but the kiss was better than what I imagined though just not the place. I can't wait to see him tomorrow when I get out I'll take him on a proper date maybe to the beach I know that's his favorite place. I'm so excited I'll make it perfect for him. I went on the bed and started to draw him on the beach because the image inspired me. I colored it in and I put it on the table to give to him tomorrow.

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