❝ A 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 some TXT 𝐛𝐱𝐛 oneshots I write...when I have a plot in my mind. Will contain every TXT Ship and no smut!!! ❞
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Song🎶: INVU by Taeyeon
You and I, we were different from the beginning.
That's what Huening Kai thinks when he looks at Taehyun. Huening Kai and Taehyun have been dating for two years now, and it's harder for him to breathe around him as time passes by. Why, you ask?
It's because, no matter how much Taehyun breaks his heart, no matter how much he lies and cheats, Kai can't seem to leave him. He loves him, yes he does but he hates him at the same time too.
They first met in University when they were freshmen and they first saw each other in the welcome party. And Taehyun caught Kai's eyes and had his heart captured. He was insanely attracted to the big-eyed boy who always seemed to smile with Sparkly eyes. He was totally gone.
Things progressed an they started dating soon. Kai was the happiest person alive if you ask him. Taehyun was everything he ever wanted and needed. He was someone who could calm his clumsy self. He was someone who kept him away from his negative and destructive thoughts. He was like a drug which kept him sane yet insane. Soon enough, he was addicted to the feeling Taehyun gave him.
Now that he looks back, Taehyun is surely a drug. A drug which is harmful and kills you slowly from inside but you can't leave them, because you're addicted and if you try to leave, you will go crazy. That's how Kai felt.
After a year of them dating, Taehyun drastically changed. He started going to parties with seniors, ignored Kai and always came back late. Kai was angry but he tried to endure it. Because it was Taehyun, his drug who kept him sane. Taehyun's one warm touch and he came back running to him, no matter how angry or hurt he was.
He was addicted to this feeling, even though it wasn't real anymore. Taehyun's love for him was nothing more but an illusion at this point.
He even caught him cheating on him with a girl, but he didn't say anything. His heart broke so badly, he was shattered from inside.
"Why can't you let me go Taehyun? Why is loving you so hard and sad?" Kai always thought to himself. If he didn't love him anymore, why wasn't he ready to leave him? Why would he still come back to him and give that same Sparkly eyed smile and tell him false sweet lies. Why? What did he get from breaking him like this?
Kai envies him. He doesn't even know what's going inside his head. All of it is a mess. He feels like drowning in an endless pit. He wants to get out of it, but it only pulls him deeper. The pressure is too much. There's no way out of this now. He's addicted to a dangerous drug named Kang Taehyun.
