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⚠️mentions of selfharm⚠️

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⚠️mentions of selfharm⚠️

-2 weeks ago-

Felix's pov:

"AAAH!!" I woke up, sweating and crying.

What was that. Why did i see all of that. My head hurts. Make it stop.

I cried softly while squeezing my eyes.

"I remember..." i said feeling terrified.

"I remember some things"

-1 week ago-

I've kept having these nightmares and daydreams. I didn't want to know. I didn't want to remember. I hate my life. I was so much happier without knowing. No one can know. Every day i learn more and more. No one can know that i know

-present day-

3rd person pov:

Felix woke up a full day later, feeling confused. "It hurts" felix said while chan walks in.

"You shouldn't have drank so much dummy" chan said

"Hmmm... don't lecture me channie"

"Fine, but do you even remember yesterday? Hyunjin brought you home"

"What???!!" Felix panicked. He suddenly remembered what happened and jumped up. "Fuck!"

He ran to the bathroom and brushed his teeth. "I have to apologize"

"Lix, it's 8 pm. You've slept the whole day. You can't go now." Chan said.

"I said too much... in every possible way. I touched his chest. I- he payed for me"

"Eh???"

"Just ignore it hyung. Please, i'll be fine"

"Fine but if something's wrong, tell me".

Felix nodded and continued getting ready.

He put on some jeans and the hoodie he got from hyunjin. He fixed his hair and ran out. "See ya"

 "See ya"

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