Bird (HimeSane) [KNY]

V

It says a sentence that my feet will want to walk to where you're sleeping, but I'il keep living.

And Valla was right.

The years began to go by in a torturous way, and I continued to suffer here in eternal solitude.

A dead man in life who lost the course of his life.

Things started to change.

The more I stayed the same.

More than just an animal.

Paying for everything I did.

He deserved that punishment.

An idea goes round my mind over and over again.

And no matter how hard it was, I would.

I know you'd go crazy if I told you.

But for me... But for me...

It's my only choice, to end this suffering at once.

I'm tired of everybody.

And

Everything.

I took that sword I fought with for so many years.

And in that lonely room of that abandoned house, that cold, hard early winter morning.

Make a decision.

Mr. Gyomei.

Lying there in bed.

Undressed from my clothes.

I made a vertical cut on my abdomen.

In a deep wound.

And what I've always been.

A sadistic lover of pain.

I smiled as I felt that wound close to my skin.

Happy to meet my goal.

Still bathed in blood, he kept smiling.

Feeling like I'm bleeding out.

To die quickly.

Happy.

And sad at the same time.

Because I knew I'd never see you again.

You were resting in heaven in a place where you'il never suffer injustice again.

And me.

I am.

I'd go to hell.

He was always my home.

At least this pain would end.

He waited and you're okay.

And that sometime in another life maybe.

See you again.

Because even though I made a thousand mistakes.

Your Gyomei.

You'd never be one.

You'd always be the most beautiful thing life ever gave me.

And who I'd always be proud of.

And with all the pain in the world.

I ended up falling apart.

Falling into that dark well.

Where I'd never go out.

Where I'd always be.

Seeing for the last time the light of life itself.

See you soon.

My life.