Ratchet x Wheeljack
TW depression
Bots think I'm crazy for being bonded to Ratchet, but what they don't know is that Ratchet is actually a kind caring mech, and that I'm lucky to have him, sometimes I think he's to good for me, that I'm to much trouble considering I blow myself up twice a week,
I just wish I could be better, not get hurt as much as I do, that we could go to bed, and not worry that it might be the last time we get to hold each other, that he could sleep peacefully knowing I'm not going anywhere,
I want to be able to promise him that I'll always be here for him, I just want him to know how much I love him, that I'd do anything for him,
What I'm trying to say is I'm not crazy for being bonded to Ratchet, honestly I think he's crazy for wanting to be with me, he deserves the world, he deserves someone he doesn't need to be put back together every other day, someone who makes him feel safe, someone who can keep him safe, not someone who has gotten both himself and him in dangerous situations that he usually has to get us out of,
I want to be better for him, but everytime I try I always screw it up I end up setting something on fire, or blowing something up, (usually myself) I sometimes wonder why he's stayed with me for so long, why he hasn't just left me,
I hate to say it, but sometimes I wish he would so he wouldn't have to worry about me anymore, I love him with everything in me, and that's why I wish he'd just give up on me, he's an amazing medic, he's kind, caring, loving, gorgeous, and overall the most remarkable mech that has ever lived,
It would break me if he left me, but he deserves better, he shouldn't settle for me,
Medbay 10:47pm
Ratchet pov.
I haven't seen Jackie all day, usually he'll come in around lunch, and we'll go out on a drive, maybe race on an old back road Jack found while patrolling with Jazz, but lately he's been acting weird, and he turned off his side of our bond, it worries me,
but something like this has happened before, I've been busy lately so I brushed it off as me being paranoid, but now that I realize, I feel awful for not paying Jack enough attention, and making sure he knows how much he means to me,
One thing to know about Wheeljack is he's very caring, he loves everyone, but a lot of people/bots don't understand him, and think he's annoying, or that he's a danger because he blows stuff up sometimes/all the time, and someone/Crosshairs keeps making fun of his inventions,
But because of this he gets to point where he starts to think bad of himself, even though he's the most amazing mech I've ever met,
So usually when this happens he closes himself off from everyone, and starts to get more careless about his inventions, and will stop coming to the medbay for repairs, which terrifies me to no end because it makes me scared that I don't know that he's okay, that I'll go to his lab, and find him beyond repair,
I love him, and I just wish he knew how much, that he could understand, he thinks I'm to good for him, but he's to good for me,
but I know no matter what we'll always be together, like the old human saying goes for better or for worse till death do us part, and we will not be parting anytime soon,
I walk out of the medbay, and into the hall I start making my way to Jack's lab when I hear a familiar voice, I change direction then I make my way to the common rooms, and what I find makes my systems burn with pent-up rage,
"WELL MAYBE IF YOU DIDN'T BLOW YOUR SELF UP ALL THE TIME HE WOULD ACTUALLY LOVE YOU!!!!" Crosshairs yells in the heat of an argument between him and Wheeljack, there's coolant flooding down his face at this point he's looking at the ground clearly beyond his breaking point,
Without thinking I grab the nearest item to me, and hurl it right at the assholes head it hits him at full force, and sends him to the ground, I ignore Cross's cursing from the floor,
And go straight to Jack I pull him into a hug, Wheeljack looks up at me coolant still streaming down his face, "Ratch.." he says his voice just above a whisper,
"My love, don't listen to that frager he is an idiot that likes to get a rise out of everyone, he doesn't know how I feel about you, and he doesn't need to the only mech that needs to is you." I whisper in Jack's audio receptor, and I start to sprinkle kisses all over Jack's face, Cross is still yelling when I pick Jack up in a bridal carry, and head to our room,
When we get there I set Jack on our bed, and kneel in front of him,
"Jackie I love you more than words, or our bond could ever tell you, you light up my world when everything is dark, and gray, I never believed I would settle down with someone till I met you, and you showed me what love is, I wish you could understand how much I truly do love you, but even if I have to remind you, you should know I always will, I'll tell you I love you ten million times over till you understand, I don't want anyone else, the only one for me is you, because no one will ever measure up to you, no one will ever replace you, because you're one of the most caring, lovable, and handsome mechs I have ever laid my optics on, and letting you go would break me," I wipe away the coolant on his face, I lean in close,
I whisper everything I love about him, till he grabs my face, and pulls me into a kiss, passionate, and full of love, and adoration we pull away after a few minutes, Jack looks into my eyes, and smiles the most beautiful smile I've ever seen, his face may be scared, but I love every one, I start to kiss the scars on his face, but he pulls away I'm confused for a moment till he pulls me in for another kiss, it's longer than the first, but with even more love than the first, and that's how we spend the next few hours kissing, and holding each other close,
I'll deal with a pissed off Prime tomorrow, but right now I don't care, because right now the only thing that matters to me is Jack, and everything and everyone else can screw off till I've fully convinced Jack that I truly love him.
Author's Note
I really liked this chapter because Ratchet x Wheeljack is one of my favorite ships, and Jack needs more love, because he's one of my favorite transformers,
(Ironhide is my favorite)
I hope y'all liked this, I had fun writing it, and I hope you have a wonderful day/night/afternoon!!
