TW: Cutting, mention of cutting, death, blood
( Henrik's POV)
Drip.
Drip.
Drip.
I stare at the blood dripping out my arm onto the cold bathroom tiles. There's something strangely beautiful about blood, it's bright red colour, the way it moves so easily. Though, I guess my opinion is a little biased considering my job.
I stare at my body in the lukewarm water, similar cuts littering my stomach and thighs. Oh right, I was still bleeding there too. The water was slowly turning pink. That's cool, the blood is lighter because of the water.
I groan as I shift in place. The soap stings so bad, but I guess that's to be expected. I smile weakly as I started to feel dizzy. Oh right, blood loss. Am I dying? I feel.. so sleepy.. Gott it's hard to breathe.. I might just.. close my eyes for a moment.
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I open them. How am I not dead? This isn't my bathroom. The air smells like.. antiseptic. I'm at hospital. I'm at the fucking hospital. Who the hell found me?
" Henrik.. Oh my god.. You're alive." I tense. Chase. My best friend, my crush, my everything. He found me, he took me here. He.. saved me. I slowly look at him.
"Chase.." I whisper. He grips my hand tightly.
"Henrik.. I'm so fucking happy you're alive.." Chase mumbles, squeezing my hand. He has scars on his arms too. I remember when he was in my place after he shot himself, I remember how happy I was when he woke up.
"How did you find me...?" I mumble.
" You didn't answer your phone. I got worried so I came over with Marvin and.. You were.. gone." Oh, I did die. Then how am I here. I look at Chase, he's crying.
"Marvin managed to bring you back but.. we had to bring you to the hospital so you'll heal." He sighs shakily. "Y-You're.. a hypocrite Hen. You scared the shit out of me, you died.. And if Marvin wasn't here.."
"I know.. I'm sorry Chase.. I'm so sorry.." I whisper, tearing up myself.
" Don't be sorry.. I'm just happy you're okay." He mumbles, pressing a kiss to my hand. I smile weakly, blushing faintly.
"I'm happy now that you're here.."
(I definitely think this one is better)
