Life in New York ~ calzona ~

•Chapter 9•

Arizonas Pov:
calliope and i just had a great day
because of all of the sex, but also just because we were together
it was almost time for us to pick sofia up so we were just resting, her in the living room and me in our bedroom
"babe?" callie calls out so i answer
she tells me to go over to her, she wants to talk about something..

"so..." callie says
"what?" i ask afraid of what she's going to say
"i've been thinking really hard about this, all day really i just, i can't stop, and i'm afraid that you won't like the idea.." she tells me

i don't answer and i just go and sit next to her on the couch so that she feels a little more comfort

"what baby?" i ask again
"that, i want another baby, but only if you're up for it of course i know that it might be a handful especially because you just moved in and we just got back together and stuff but-" she rambles and i cut her off by jokingly putting my finger over her lips
"okay" i simply say
"okay?" she questions me
"yes, i would love to have another baby with you calliope, always."
she smiled so big, it made me smile and she put her arms around me to hug me
then we backed up and i kissed her
"i love you calliope"
"i love you more mi amor"

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it's about 7:30 and we picked sof up a while ago, we didn't talk anymore about what we were talking about earlier, but i'm hoping to bring it up in bed because we need more info

"i'll make dinner so that sof can go to bed a little earlier today" callie says
"okay" i answer from the living room while cuddling my baby girl watching a movie
"mommy" sofia says and looks up at me
"yes baby?" i answer and move a piece of hair behind her ear
"i'm so glad you decided to come back" she smiles
"i love you baby, i would do anything for you to be happy,always" i tell her and kiss her
she smiles and we continue watching the movie
"dinners ready girls!" callie shouts out
"okay babe we're right here" i say as i get up with sofia

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it's 9:00 pm and callie and i just tucked sofia in
"goodnight baby i love you" i tell her
"love you mommy and mama" she tells us

i shut the door and calliope and i head to our bedroom where i want to bring up the subject about the baby
"calliope" i say as she's changing into her pjs
"yes my zona?"
i smile at that response
"can we talk more about.." i pause for a second
"our baby?"
she looks back and me and heads into bed with me
"yes of course" she says as she pets my cheek
"okay so, who would have it?" i ask her
"well, i can't remember, because of the crash.." callie says sadly
"oh i'm sorry calliope i forgot, of course, so i will?" i say in a slightly nervous manner
"yes? if you're comfortable, of course, if not we can just get a surrogate!" she implies
i didn't want that though, even if i was nervous, she carried our last baby, so i want to carry out new one
"no, i can, let's mark the appointment for?" i pause waiting for her to fill in my sentence
"um, next week?" she suggests
"okay, sounds good" i say and smile while cupping her face to kiss her
we turn off our lights and lay down to go to sleep
until
"zona?" calliope says
"yes?" i say slightly mumbled
"i.. i don't want to have our baby here..." she says and i turn around to face her
"what?"
"i don't want to have our baby here" she says again
"yes i know i heard that, but why?.." i ask
"it's just- nevermind it doesn't matter" she says then turns away from me
"no, tell me" i say and reach for her shoulder to get her to turn back around
"cmon baby" i insist
"okay, well i was with penny here, and i don't want to think about that, but now that i'm thinking about it, you have your clinic here, and it's all just gonna be too complicated.."
"i understand, but the clinic isn't the problem, wherever i go the clinic goes, and nicole too, where would you want to move to?"
"um, back home.." she says which leaves me confused
"home? like where ?" i ask
"seattle baby, back where we met, i was happier there..." she tells me
"oh, okay, we'll figure that out, okay? i promise" i tell her and lean in for a kiss
"okay my love, thank you"
"i love you calliope, goodnight"
"i love you angel"