Summer break babysitting

Elijah is scared of the dark

Half way through the night I woke up to Elijah crying so I hurried to his room just in my underwear and I saw his crying infers the covers so I turned the light on.

"who's there"
and I said it's just Jake why are you crying are you hurt
And he said no you left me all alone in the dark it's scary

I walked over to him and gave him a hug and rubbed his back I could tell he was embarrassed but he hugged me back straight away.
"Do you want to spend the rest of the night in my bed with me I'm sure nothing will get you there"

"Really my dad would always tell me to grow up are y..y..you sure" he said wiping the rest of the tears off his face

"Yeah sure buddy come on"

"Plz could you carry me in to scared to to walk near the underside of my bed"

"Yh of course" I said as I picked him up

I carried him over to my bed and when I put him on the bed I realised his diaper was very messy and when he realised i seen it he started to cry

" you just think I'm a weirdo don't you" Elijah said tears forming in his eyes

"No I don't why would you say that I like you just the way you are" I said wiping his tears from his face

"Yes you do you just had to carry me like a baby so I could sleep in your bed and now your going to have to change me because I was to scared to go tell you I needed to go to the toilet"

I sat on the bed next to him and gave him a little cuddle
"I think you are just perfect the way you are, you know a lot of people think I'm weird to because I'm gay"

"Do people make fun of you" said Elijah

"People used to a lot but now no one really says any thing bc there used to it"

"But anyways should I go get you a new diaper I don't think you wan to be sleeping in a smelly diaper do you now"

"No I guess not"

I went and got him a new diaper and text his dad asking if he was always afraid of the dark and told him what happened and his dad text back saying oh sh*t sorry I forgot to tell you that and yes he has always been scared if the dark is he okay ?
I text back saying yeh he's okay now he's going to sleep in bed with me
And Tom text back saying thank you for being so kind and if he gets upset again there is a paci under his pillow he he needs it and I just text back saying okay bc I didn't want to be gone to long

I went back to the other room
"Hey my little are you okay"
"Hey don't call me that" he said with a giggle
"Come on then let's get you out of this messy diaper
I got him to stand in front of me and I took off his pjs and laid him on the bed I started to take off the diaper and wipe his bum but when I got to his private parts I never realised how small they were they were like they had never grown and he was completely smooth.

I put the new diaper on him and patted the front to tell him I was finished.

It was quite hot in my room so he ended up sleeping in just his diaper but I couldn't complain bc I was only in my boxers

When we got in to bed he started to slowly move closer to me and with in 2 minutes he was cuddling me with his head on my chest and felt a sleep I didn't fall asleep to long after that stroking his hair