The Hidden Star ⭐✨ oshi no ko fanfic

Special: A Mothers Thoughts And Feelings

[ Thank you all for 1,000 reads I didn't think this book would reach this far so thank you all for reading this book 💕this special is about Eira's mom from her past life her name is Alora]

Alora's POV:

"W...what?" my hand covered my mouth as my heart dropped I couldn't believe what I had just heard, and my body started shaking uncontrollably.  I felt like my world crumbling around me, as if the ground was no longer solid under my feet " You can't be serious...TELL ME YOUR FUCKING LYING!!" tears forming in my eyes as I snapped at the doctor, and I grabbed his shirt with a desperate grip.

I let out a shout that seemed to echo throughout the whole building, it was full of rage and disbelief. I felt a lump in my throat as if my emotions were being choked by the magnitude of the moment.

"YOUR FUCKING LYING YOUR LYING!!!" I couldn't believe a word he said my voice broke and my hands were trembling as if they wanted to hold onto something, anything, that could keep my world from shattering in front of my eyes."YOUR FUcking lying..."

The doctor took pity on her as he spoke "I am not lying, ma'am, that I have serious and unfortunate news. Your child was born under a blood moon, during the full lunar eclipse, and it is considered a curse and a bad omen. The village elders have spoken, and they say that your child is a bad omen and that nothing good will come of this birth. I'm so sorry for bringing such terrible tidings, but I felt that it was my duty to inform you of this fact."

My body started to shake even more... I couldn't breathe 'No...no that's not true no no no no NO NO NO NO ' I started to throw things at the doctor " NO NO NO NO!!! YOUR LYING? YOUR FUCKING LYING YOU ARE ALL LYING!!!!" I screamed at them as I cried uncontrollably I didn't want to believe it

My world was crumbling in front of me...my vision started to blur as the last thing I saw was a bunch of nurses trying to stop me

Then everything was all black

I felt hopeless

As the weeks went by....my mind began to spiral out of control. I couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong..." there against my baby they want to harm her no no no no no no" I gripped onto my skirt as the scenarios in my head keeps repeating

The voices in my head got louder"No no no don't hurt my baby don't hurt my baby" Tears started to form in my eyes

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I held my daughter in my hand as I walked to the village...I could hear the villagers whispering behind my back as I couldn't help but imagine that the villagers were watching my every move

I couldn't do anything but lay low as the voices grew louder in my head...each day the louder it grew

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I watch my daughter from afar...imagining her first steps as the villagers were fawning over her, showering her with attention, love, and praise. Hoping one day it will occur...

I started to see things that weren't there and the things that would never happen, that my daughter was being accepted by the village when in reality, they were shunning her...

My husband looked at me and spoke "That thing is truly the devil's child" I turned to look at him and my eyes widen but he also did the same...his expression showed that he is looking at a crazy woman as I slapped him " EIRA IS NOT A THING!! SHE'S MY DAUGHTER SHE'S NOT THE DEVIL'S CHILD YOU'RE WRONG YOUR WRONG!!!" I screamed at him as he tried to calm me down I couldn't control myself

I don't remember what happened next but I remember my husband talking to someone I could hear what they were talking to me but I didn't care I was with my daughter she was in my hands safe...I can't trust anyone not even them...my baby Eira it's only us together I'm sorry "My baby, ...my baby you're my baby..." I said as I held my daughter to my chest

As I continue to hear what my husband and the guy were saying as I tried to distract my baby to hear what they said "My baby, my baby you're my baby say it to me..." I repeated

My husband spoke to the man "Alora's behavior became increasingly erratic. She would lash out at anyone who tried to approach her or when someone says that thin- I mean her child was a devil, convinced that they were out to get her daughter...she's not stable ever since that child was born" My husband clenched his jaw as his eyebrow furrowed his shoulder was tense

The man replied, "I see...It sounds like she may be experiencing postpartum depression or anxiety...but I'm not too sure it could be more than that, Has she seen a doctor or therapist?"

My husband sighed, "No, she forbids to seek out help. She thinks everyone is against her daughter. I don't know what to do anymore...I want that child gone...that child has driven my wife to insanity!"

I could feel the tension in the room as they spoke. As I held my daughter tighter feeling like they're gonna take her away from me

My eyes dart around the room, I could see the shadows of people lurking around the room and hear footsteps that weren't there causing me to put on a protective hold on my daughter "No...no..no leave my daughter alone leave my daughter alone" I murmured as I held her tightly

I saw my husband walking towards me as I was prepared to flee with my daughter away from him...no away from everyone

My breathing became rapid when he came closer I tried to run as he grabbed me by my wrist causing Eira to fall but another man caught Eira before she fell "LET GO OF ME!! EIRA! GIVE ME BACK MY DAUGHTER!! GIVE ME BACK MY BABY YOU MONSTERS!!! UGH-!" my husband covered my mouth with his hand as I bit him "Ack- Alora calm down" my husband said as he screamed in pain

They dragged me out of the room as I tried to get away from their hold. I saw they were separating me from my daughter "NOO!!! LET GO LET GO AHHBEIEBHEOS" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I struggled to get them to let me go

"G-GIVE ME BACK MY DAUGHTER I WANT MY BABY"

They continued to drag me while I struggle to get of their hold

Tears formed in my eyes as I felt a lump in my throat I wanted to destroy everything in this room no... I wanted to destroy everything and everyone

As I put all my strength to get them to let go my stomach aches the voices were getting louder as I went feral...

[that's all (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+ I hope u guys enjoyed this special bye bye love u all 😊]