60 Days Being With You (A JaDine Fan Fic) 《completed》

60DBWY 26 ♥

James's Pov
     My hands are shaking and sweating. Pinilit ko ang mga nurse na pumunta ako dito sa E.R, dito kasi dinala si Nadine. Kailangan kong masigurado na safe sila. Kanina pa ako lakad-balik dito, sila Mom naman na pa-uwi dito sa Manila. As in lahat kami andito sa labas ng E.R. Si Devon? Psh! Ano'ng ginagawa niya dito -___-

Maya-maya lumabas na yung doctor.

"D--doc? Kamusta na ang mag-ina ko?" tanong ko

Tinignan niya ako.

"Please gather your family here" sabi ni Doc

Tinawag ko silang lahat at nakapabilog na kami kay Doc.

"Mahina ang kapit ng baby kay Mrs. Reid, at maselan ito" sabi ni Doc

"What are you trying to say, Doc?" tanong ko

"Mrs. Reid is fine but...."

"But what?! Bakit ayaw mo sabihin?!" galit na tanong ko

"Mr. Reid, I'm really sorry about the baby. It was too late when you bring Mrs. Reid here...the baby is gone" sabi ni Doc

Para akong na-paralyzed sa sinabi niya. My tears fell down. Our first baby is gone.

"Fvcking sh!t!!!" sigaw ko

"Condolence...I'm really sorry, I'll go ahead now. Mrs. Reid will be in the private room later" sabi ni Doc at umalis na

Sila Mom at Ma nagyakapan na habang umiiyak. Sila Yassi and Shy tulala. At ako nakayuko na habang naka-upo sa floor. Umiiyak ako ng tahimik. Biglang may nag-pat ng ulo ko.

"Mr. Reid? Mrs. Reid is now in Room 415" sabi nung nurse

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How can I say it to her? Argh! Lumapit ako sa kan'ya and look at her. She's peacefully sleeping. I brushed the strands of her hair. I kissed her cheek.

"Hmm" she said

She opened her eyes and look at me.

"Je--James? Wh----asan yung baby natin? What happened?" tanong niya

Her tears fell down when I didn't speak up. I know she got what's in my mind.

"Je---James? Asan yang Devon na yan?! Walang hiya siya, pinatay niya ang baby ko" sabi niya at binato niya yung vase sa pader kaya nabasag

"Na--nadine...st---stop" sabi ko

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" sigaw niya

Nagwawala na siya but I hug her instead. Medyo kumalma siya at umiyak.

"My first baby is gone, pagbabayaran niya 'to!" sigaw niya

Nung humiwalay ako sa kan'ya I look at her swollen eyes.

"Nadine? I know it's hard for you to accept but Nadine huwag mo na lang kasuhan si Devon" sabi ko

Tinignan niya naman ako ng masama.

"Hindi kasuhan?! Naririnig mo ba ang sinasabi mo? Anak natin yung nawala and then walang hustisya? Ano'ng klaseng ama ka?!" galit na sabi niya sa akin

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Nadine's Pov

"Nadine, walang may gusto sa nangyare" sabi ni James

"Now you're calling me in my name?! Sabagay hindi naman kasi kayo yung nawalan!? Kaya ganyan kayo!" sigaw ko

"Nawalan din ako!! Kaya h'wag mong----"

Nasampal ko na siya ng malakas.

"Huwag mong sabihin na siya pa ang kinakampihan mo!" sabi ko

"Nadine....Wif--ey..."

Nagcra-crack na yung boses niya but I just shut my eyes at tumalikod. Umiyak ako ng mahina. Why these problems came?

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After a month ~

I decided to go far away. Hindi pa ren ako nakaka-move on sa pagka-patay ng first baby ko. Sino kayang ina ang makakamove-on agad diba? Kasi ito yung hinihintay mo eh. A blessing na baby, tapos dumating na siya. But namatay siya. :"(

"Nadine...are you sure?" tanong ni Ma

Tumango naman ako.

"I hope you won't regret" sabi naman ni Mom

Itutuloy ko na lang sa England ang paga-artista ko. At I hope makakamove-on na ako balang araw. I waved my hands to them and sumakay na sa van. I left James a letter yesterday I hope he read it already.

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(A/N: Play the song on the top)

James' Pov
    Nagising ako dahil sa sakit ng mata ko kakaiyak. Bakla na kung bakla, hay! Salamat naman at wala na akong sakit, tinignan ko yung side table ko para kunin ang phone ko but may nakita akong papel. Kinuha ko ito at binasa.

Dear James, Hubby, Hayme,
            "Hi, good morning sleepy head! Late ka ata nagising ah :) hmm siguro habang binabasa mo ito papunta na akong NAIA, I think. Sana basahin mo ito ng buo ha! Medyo mahaba 'to :) hehe. James, sorry sa pagiging pabigat ko sa'yo dati nung maldita pa ako. Sorry kung pasaway ako ah? Nakakatawa man isipin na isa lang akong simpleng artista, pero nagmahal ako ng isang lalaki na artista din. Grabe Hubby, buti na lang at hindi natapos yung 60 days natin sa boracay kasi 11th day pa lang ata. Nasira na ang ating vacation dahil kay Ericka. Pero don't worry I regret naman din eh haha. You know James? Hindi ko talaga kinaya nung nalaman ko na patay na ang first angel natin. I was so miserable and depressed kaya siguro nalaglag siya.

It's all my fault. Naging pabaya akong nanay, but at the same time I tried to be a perfect one. A perfect Mom and a wife but now our child is gone. I decided to let you go. Let's change paths, be single again, Team single woohoo haha. Kainis naman naiiyak ako ngayun. :) James.....maraming nagmamahal at magmamahal sa'yo and I can't afford one of those. That's why I decide this decision for the both of us. For our happiness and freedom. I know it's hard but I decided to go to England and continue my career there. With hope, freedom and.....love. Siguro nga destiny is breaking us two apart kasi hindi tayo para sa isa't-isa. This is just a mistake! Hay...ang haba na ng nasusulat ko haha, at umiiyak pa ako. Promise! Pagbalik ko, hindi na ako cry baby hehe. Thanks for making feel that I'm a Reid. And now I'm a Lustre hehe.....nice meeting you, Mr. James Reid. And thanks for all...

Love: Nadine Lustre - Reid ( last time K'll use your surname)

My heart skipped a beat and my tears fell down while reading her letter. She.....she left me.....and now I'm all alone. Alone because she left me. I read the last sentence.

PS: No need to say goodbye

Nadine Lustre left me hanging.

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A/N: This chapter is edited. I removed every Author's note on the top and here. Except for the dedications, greetings and other stuffs.