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chapter 12

-Ricky's pov-

Flashback

"Woooohh!!! Happy birthday kuanjui!!!" We all yelled as we celebrate our friends birthday

We decided to drink alcohol as the time goes by,Taerae keeps drinking

"Stop drinking you are drunk na taeraerist" i said as i snatch the glass of soju in his hands

"I want to drink! Im not drunk yet" he said loudly as he was about to snatch the drink in my hand when i forcely drink it

"Ohh our friend taerae is drunk" kuanjui said as he laugh "too weak" hao added as he laugh also

I stood up and grab taerae's arm"ill send taerae in his house" i said

"Yeahh sure takecare,we are going home also" hao said as he stood up

We all walk through exit as i waved at them and bid goodbye.We arrived at taerae's apartment

"Your key??" I asked

"Ohh lovelicky its a pleasure that your here hmm....ohh my key?? Its in my bag" he said i hurriedly open his bad and grab his key, i open the door and after that i carried him and enter to his apartment then closed door after,i put him down in his bed i was about to leave when he grab my arm

"Please stay" he said as he stood up and walk closer to me

I look at him confusedly as he started leaning in and kissed me.I became shock my heart beating so fast and i felt my face heated up,i deepened the kissed and lay him on the bed, i was on his top and still kissing him and he mumble "junhyeon..."

I stop kissing him as i felt like someone stab me in my heart,how can i love him so much...i look at him and he was now sleeping peacefully.
I stood up and washed my face as i lay on the couch and sleep

Morning has arrived i woke up early and i saw taerae cooking,i awkwardly walk and cleared my throat

"Ohh goodmorning lovelicky....did i do something stupid yesterday?? Im sorry if im to troublesome" he said as he smile "oh im done cooking and let's eat" he added

So he doesn't remember yesterday....he felt hint of pain in my heart as i give him a weak smile and sat on the chair and forget of what happen.

End of flashback

"Ricky!!" I heard someone call me and i know for sure who is that

Kim Taerae.

"Hi" i said as i smile at him

"Let's talk" he said as he keep panting because he was running all along

We are at the coffee shop and decided to talk.

"Why did you ignore me after kuanjui's birthday?" He asked as he pout "im finding a right timing to talk to you" he added

"Ohh sorry i didn't mean to" i said as i smile at him avoiding his question

"Ehh you didn't answer my question,did i do something wrong??" He asked as he hold my hand

"What's wrong with you??" I asked with a stern voice

"Ricky....tell me if i did something wrong....i don't want you to ignore me its hurt" he said as he was about to cry

"Yah don't cry" i said as i closed my eyes forcing my self not to blurted out

"Tell me ricky.....i don't want you to hate me....not you.." he said as his tears was falling to his cheeks

My tears was started falling also...

"You want to know right?" I asked while wiping my tears "how can i fall inlove with someone who i have no chances" i said as i look at him in the eyes

"Huh??" Taerae mumbled as he look so confuse

"Yes..taerae...i love you..i like you...how can you be so oblivious? im ignoring you because i want to move on...knowing that i have no chances from you because i know you like junhyun...." i said while crying as i saw him became stiff

"You like me??? Why didn't you tell me??" He said as if he didn't what i said earlier

"You don't even remember when i send you home after we celebrate kuanjui's birthday...you fvcking kissed me and mumble someone's name,its hurt me so bad" i said as my tears never stop falling

He look so shock when he heard of what i said,i can't handle it....i hurriedly stood up and walk out to the cafe while wiping my tears

I heard him followed me and i was force to stop when he grabs my arms

"Why you didn't tell me sooner??? You said i didn't do anything.....i like you too ricky...and i like yoy long time ago but just didn't realized it sooner" he said as he hug me

I pushed him away

"No taerae you are just saying that because i am your friend" i said as i wipe my tears again

"No....i really like you ricky..." he said "please forgive me from hurting you...." he added

I don't know what to do i was just crying when he hug me again

"I really like you i promise..." he said as he look at me in the eye, i was about to talk when i felt his soft lips in my lips.I kissed him back and smile at him "i believe in you" i said as i smile at him

"Be my boyfriend ricky" he asked as i look at him and smile again "i don't want to" i teased as his smile drop "just kidding of course i want to" i added as i give him a peck in his lips