HATE

chapter 23

I walk away when i heard hanbin calling me,i didn't turn around to see him because its hurts too much.

Third person point of view

"Hao!!" Hanbin yelled as he grab zhanghao's hand

Zhanghao faced him with a smile,as hanbin's tears started to fall down

"Hao...it was i mistake i swear" he mumble even though he was crying "i didn't kissed her back" please believe me he said with a shaky voice

"Hanbina....you don't need to explain further...." zhanghao saod with a smile but crying,hanbin look at him with full confusion "i gave everything,my love,my self and anything,i love you hanbina....its hurts so much" zhanghao said as he wipe his tears "i know you like xiaoting more than me because she was your first love,and even though i love you,ill let you go...." zhanghao mumble as hanbin look at him shocked at what zhanghao said,hanbin started crying much harder

"N-no...no...no....hao i love you nothing else....don't let me go...im sorry i made a mistake" hanbin shakingly said while crying harder "i don't want you to let me go...pleaseeeee hao....i love you" hanbin pleased

Zhanghao smile at him as he wiped his tears....."hanbina...im not angry at you...kissing her in front of my eyes really hurts me,and even its hurt ill try to move on...let just end this,maybe we are not really meant with each other" he blurted out

Hanbin beg on his knees hugging zhanghao's leg as he was crying harder "no..love....don't end this,let me fix it please...i love you,i can't live without you,pleaseee,dont leave me,im begging you" he said

"Hanbin please...let me go.." zhanghao said as he keeps crying forcing to untie hanbin's arm on his right leg "im tired" zhanghao added

"No...you are not leaving,please stay and let me clear things" hanbin mumble

"You don't need to clear thing hanbina....from the start i saw how you look at her will full of love and smiling widely,i saw how worried you are and insisted to send her home and i saw how close you are when i saw you two kissing...and i came to the conclusion that you are happier when you are with her" zhanghao mumble as he wipes his teats "don't worry ill leave you two alone" he added as he removing hanbin's hand in his right leg again

Hanbin hug hao's leg tighter when he heard what zhanghao said.

"No...im happier when im with you,i love you and you only no one else...pleasee...let me fix this..." hanbin said as keeps crying

"You won't cheat if you are happy with me,there's nothing to fix hanbin ypu already broke me.." zhanghao said as he breakdown "a broken glass can't fix hanbina...so does my heart..." he added as he cried harder and yelled "hanbin let me go!can't you understand? I can't face you right now....please leave me alone,lets's end this" he yelled as he forcefully removed hanbins hand on his leg and walk away

Hanbin left behind crying with his heart out.

Zhanghao walk to his apartment and lock himself to his room.

He asked his friends to  a hangout.later at night his friends arrived

"What's wrong hao you look like a zombie" taerae asked worriedlt

"Did something happened??" Ricky asled as he sat beside hao

"I have the drinks" kuan jui said as he put the soju down

"Me and hanbin broke up" zhanghao said as he cried again

"What??!tell me what happend" kuanjui said

Then zhanghao told them what happened literally crying.

"Poor boy" kuanjui said tearing up for his friend "let's forget about that jerk and let's drink" taerae said as he open the soju

They keep drinking and drinking as kuanjui excused him self because his mother called him,ricky and taerae are making out infront of zhanghao,zhanghao looking down as he was drunk,he didn't mind what is happening in his surroundings.

"We are going now hao...." ricky said as hao nod

Ricky and taerae leave hao's apartment.

A minute later zhanghao stood up and walk outside to get some fresh air  when he saw some shadow

"Hao...." hanbin called hao

Hao scrunch his eyebrows,his vision become blurry

"Who are you,do you know me?" Hao mumble even though he is drunk he's understandable when he is talking

"Hao....its me hanbin...are you drunk??" Hanbin asked worriedly as he came closer to hao

"Ohh hanbin?? That is my boyfriend right?oh no ex-boyfriend im sorry....im miserable,im hurt so much,how can you cheat on me!" hao yelled as he keeps hitting hanbin

"Hao....im sorry lat's fix this okay??" Hanbin said as he hug hao

"Is there anything to fix?ohh why are you here....are you again??" Zhanghao asked

"Let's go inside,you might get sick.." hanbin said as he grab zhanghao

"No.....i don't want to" he said as he pushed away hanbin's hand "im so lonely" he mumble softly tears are visible in his eyes

"Im here don't worry" he said as he carry zhanghao and put him on his bed the latter was snoring cutely

He  kissed zhanghao's forehead and wiped his lovers tears and left.