Isn't it crazy to watch your trauma response happen right before your eyes?
Knowing it's the reason you feel a certain way about something but not wanting to fix it because you see no point
Praying that one day it'll change
Praying one day you'll begin to see it's not what you think it is
Men
I hate them
They're sick
Lazy
Useless
Burdens
Dirty
Bitches
Evil
Stupid
Horrible
Waste of Gods creation...
But I know that's not true
I know it's me trying to protect myself..
I feel this trauma get bigger and bigger by the day.
Everyday I wake up I have another reason to HATE men.
I have another reason to NEVER want a relationship.
Ugh I hate it.
I want Love.
I think.
I'm forcing myself to want love.
Isn't it crazy?
-Amori Haggerty August 3,2023 12:30pm
OMG guys..... I LOVE THIS POEM! While writing this I felt instant relief! I actually let my mind run the keyboard. I let my thoughts go blank and typed what came to mind without actually processing it! Enjoy!!
