I Think I'm Falling For You♥

I Think I'm Falling For You♥ ; Chapter 5

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"Joshy," Alex whinned.

I looked over my shoulder to see her, arms crossed, sitting at her table. I finished up the grilled cheeses that I was making and carried them over to the table. I slid the pink plate in front of her, and the blue place across the table so it landed in front of the chair I will be sitting at.  

She looked up, pushing her hair from her face. Her eyes were glassy, like she had been crying.

"Al, you okay?"

"I'm going to miss her."

"Oh, Alexis." I mumbled into her hair.

As usual, apples, mm.

"There's more,"

"What's up, kiddo?"

She just shook her head and nodded her head towards the empty chair across from her. I sat in it and gave her a half smile, but I heard footsteps behind me.

Nikki and Matt plopped down into the empty chairs next to us.

"Alex and I are sisters." Nikki exclaimed, and she jumped to her feet and rushed out.

Matt followed quickly behind her, and Alex's mouth dropped wide open. She started coughing, and I stood up.

"You choking?"

She shook her head, and I sat back down. She coughed a little more before she closed her mouth, but her eyes stayed fixed on the same spot, the doorway leading out of the room, where Nikki had exited seconds before.

"Alexis, explain."

"I was going to tell you."

"You're her sister?"

"Twins."

"Figured,"

(A/N, i know, you all called it. but, i'm not paying any of you. ahahha)

"Identical,"

"I know,"

"We found our baby records."

"Yeah."

"Sorry."

"For?'

"Not telling you."

I smiled at her, and I stood back up. I wrapped my arms around her and inhaled the scent of apples from her soft hair.

"I'm thinking of getting new shampoo," She laughed.

I gasped, stepping back.

"No!  You have to smell like apples, boo."

"Boo?"

"Trying something new, kiddo."

"Hmm," She wondered out loud, "I like it."

"Boo?"

"Yeah," She smiled at me and stood up to give me a hug.

I held her in my arms, and I slowly held her hips. She looked up at me, and I closed my eyes as our lips connected.

"C'mere," She whispered, pulling me towards her room.

I felt hesitant about the whole situation. I mean, she was clearly upset, and this would be, in a way, taking advantage of her.

"Stop," I begged, before I was hooked, but when she tugged at my shirt, wanting it off, I knew there was no turning back.

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(A/N, I know we can all assume what happened. I DO NOT write details, but if any fans would like to, you can send me a p.m. of the link to the story, and I'll post the link for those who are interested in reading it. I know an author who did this with her story, and she had six or seven scenes. I, once again, will not include details, but I would gladly send you all the links if that is what all of you little perverts want.)

"Joshy?"

"Mm?" I mumbled, my back turned to her.

"I love you,"

I paused for a second, unable to respond. I rolled over to face her, still exausted.

"Hey," I smiled at her.

She looked gorgeous, and I never really noticed her beauty the way I did at this second. She giggled at me, and I wasn't sure why.

"What?"

"You're adorable."

"Why?"

"I love you, Joshy."

"I love you too, gorgeous."

I smiled at the blush creeping up her neck and onto her cheeks.

"You're too cute," I commented, and she covered her face with the blankets.

"Shut up, Josh." She groaned, embarrassed.

"Babe, we're dating now, you don't need to hide from me."

"Oh, yeah. I kinda forgot."

"Even after that? Babe, I can assure you, best friends don't do that."

"Right." She blushed again, recalling the previous events.

"Aw, darling, you're blushing again." I laughed, and she giggled.

"Give me a kiss, Joshy," She begged, and I wrapped my arms around her.

I allowed my lips to move against hers, refusing to pull away.

When I finally pulled back, she smiled at me, and her smile was gorgeous.

"Round two?" I mumbled, and she nodded eagerly.

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"What's that?" I questioned, noticing a shiny razor on the night stand.

She covered her naked body with the blankets and shook her head.

"Nothing."

"You're cutting again!?"

"No, but I just put it there in case I need to."

"Stop it, baby."

"Joshy, you don't--"

"I don't understand, I get that. But, please, you're hurting me."

"Why? How?"

"Because, when you cut, or starve yourself, you're hurting the people who care. I care. Therefore, you're killing me."

(A/N, you know who you are, love. and, i swear, I love you. I care. p.s., i'm not using your name so I don't break my promises, but, love, I'm here for you.)

"I'm so sorry, Joshy."

"You better be," I joked, hoping to brighten the dense air hovering between us.

But, when she leaned over and kissed my cheek, we both felt better.

"Get dressed," She mumbled climbing out of bed, and I was amazed at her beauty, once again.

I watched her slowly dress herself, and I did the same after a few seconds of watching.

"I'm glad we did that."

"I am too,"

"I'm glad you were my first," She whispered, and it killed me to know I couldn't say the same back.

So, guys! Hope you liked it. I know some of you will probably freak out. and i'm sorry, but there were no details, so chill. and those who did like it, (HOPEFULLY ALL OF YOU) vote, comment, tell your friends. and if anyone's interested in writing the scenes (there's 2 but you can make it all one, or twist it a bit) just let me know.

xoxo,

lots of love<3