THE BLACK DIAMOND

2008 TRUE

"so, All these time's. you're just in denial-"

Enes asked, she wanted to blink but more wanted to wait for Tame's answer. confused.

"Look. I want to save our friendship. do you understand..."

Tame's voice was trembling, there's pain i his eyes, but he seemed wanted that Enes will understand him

"For once. I don't wanna talked about, our friendship. I want to talked about If who am I to you. Who really am I to you?" she firmly said, proud of her words

"You're my friend," Tame answered, hesitantly "That's what I want to believe, keep telling at myself. but more of that. more than, a friend." they were looking directly into each other's eyes "I want- i like you that much... I'm stopping myself 'cause I guess isn't right."

"How cannot be Right?"

"Look Enes, I'm three years older than you I'm not your league-"

"You're wrong." she exclaimed, keep controlling herself "you're my league. can't you see that?" she firmly answered, with a sad tone on her voice "don't make decisions for myself," she pointed at his chest "'cause you really don't care-"

"I care-"

"'Cause you really don't know." he paused. wanted to hear of what her going to say

she opened her mouth but stopping herself

"I see that. You know I see, you. me. I just don't want it to be the reason of your pain, I don't want you to be hurt because of-"

"I'd rather be hurt because of you than not taking a risk, than not trying. why did you hurt me like that..." she sincerely said, flatly. hoping.

"Hey... don't be like this Enes- Nes,"

Tame tried to hold her arms but she refused, and stepped away from him

she wanted to walk away but suddenly

she stopped, she shook her head a bit. she turned her back again to faced Tame

"I've loved you for so long. you know?" she paused, he looked at her through her eyes, it seemed like he didn't want to see her with tears through her eyes "I've waited you for a long time- that I will be the one who you look at Tame,"

Enes shrugged his shoulders again, not knowing what to do and her expression was frustrated

"I'm sorry if I made that decision. but if I go back, I won't change it." He proudly said. "soon, You will understand me too,"

Tame push himself with the words, but deep inside he was worried about Enes's feelings.

"Un...believable,"

After that, she left. I didn't tried to follow her 'cause I know she needs time to think. but,

I lied.

I still regret it. really. that I,

I let you go- I let you fall, without me. of course. I am regretfully