TWW. SELF HARM. ⚠️⚠️
"Ew why would you do that!"
Just one more time is what runs through me.
One more time and the relief will come.
I feel the same pain i've always felt,
and then I realize.
Will the relief ever come?
The world around me stops.
The air is still.
I feel free, until it stops.
The pain comes back.
The suffering is here.
Sometimes I wonder, why would I do that?
And with time, it may heal.
But what's one line?
and then another.
and another.
and another.
Stop. You're hurting people.
How could I?
How could I do this to myself?
Clean is such an easy word to use.
"Yeah i'm clean"
But am I?
I let the shower burn my body.
I collect Razors, sharpeners.
I still think about it.
I still miss it.
But yet, i'm clean?
Clean is such an easy word to use.
C L E A N.
Such a simple word, with such deep meaning.
