The Black Petals ( Kinnporsche Fan fiction)

chapter-7

The stark smell of bleach was overwhelming. I scrunched my eyes at the bright light that was sipping through my closed eyelids. I felt powerless and heavy. I could not move my hand, my head or my body.

I slowly started blinking, desperately trying to open my eyes and see what's around me. Where am I? As blinding light slowly subsided I could take a look around my surroundings. I was at the hospital.

There i saw Porsche body laying on bed beside mine. He was awake, staring at me. He smiled when he noticed I'm awake

"Wake up kinn", Porsche said with his rough distressed voice

" what do you mean Love ",? I ask, my voice rough and weak

" wake up kinn",

"KINN, WAKE UP"

Kinn woke up emotional from the nightmare as he tried to come to terms with the intense feelings of grief and loss that had left him reeling

His chest was tightening. He tried to calm his breathing but nothing was working. His breathes were harsher and more violent. His arms and legs were shaking

"Shh- No, no, don't panic, love. You're safe now." Porsche opened his arms wide, Kinn crawled towards them as they enveloped him in their warmness.

"Porsche?" His scratched voice called, fearful and weak, so different from his normal tone

"it was just a bad dream, okay? None of it was real. You are safe here, with me", Porsche said pressing a gentle kiss on kinn forehead

"I'm so scared... I can't stop seeing what I just saw. It was so vivid!", kinn exclaimed
as he started having flashbacks

It wasn't a dream, it felt so real that it scared the hell

He detached himself from Porsche, checking Porsche bodies for any wounds Kim, kim was injured.He need to check on kim and Tankhun.

That was all he could think off as he hurriedly got up of his bed, franticly looking around. One of his legs got tangled on the sheets and he almost fell, but he steadied himself with his hands and stepped on the ground.

He never came back; he truly went away. His mind kept telling him, taunting him.

kim's gone and he Kinn had no way of meeting him again

"KINN, Stop please", Porsche cried but kinn wasn't in right headspace to listen

He rushed over to Tankhun room ignoring Porsche protests. But as he entered the room, there was dim light and not a presence of single person

Kinn heart skipped a beat. What if his nightmare was true? What if he survived and kim died. What if-

"Tankhun is with Kim. They are having movie marathon", Porsche soft and calm voice brought kinn back

" i need to meet them ",

" it's late-

"please Porsche", kinn hate how vulnerable his sound came but he could care less about it right now

"I will call them but first we will have shower and change your clothes okay", Porsche said calmly like dealing with a children

" but-

"No Buts", Porsche stern voice cut him off making him whimper. Taking it as victory sign, Porsche held kinn arms gently taking him to bathroom

He slowly started undressing kinn. Soon all clothes were lying on floor, As kinn Look into mirror, he saw a bullet wound on his chest. He caress his hands on it