Sometimes i feel like i dont belong here,
Sometimes i just want to disappear,
Sometimes i want to be alone,
Sometimes i feel like my heart's turned to stoneI hate that i starve myself to the point where all of my clothes are too big,
I hate that i let people make me feel like this,
I hate the fact that God let me exist
But i love the fact they only check your wristsSo they won't see where i've carved lines into my skin
They won't see the tears i cried
Now i'm scared to let people in
Because they only see how much you've failed and not how much you've tried
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