Journal of moods

The best

You were once my reason,
Now, you are just the cause,
Why everything in my life fell apart,
Crumbling to dust.

You wanted so much from me,
I fulfilled every wish to it's last,
This imbalanced relationship,
Was never meant to last.

I always thought i should my best,
No matter what it might be,
But thanks to you learnt that,
Not all deserve the best.

Now, i have to rebuild,
The values of life and morals.
Built on my decades of sweat and tears,
In just a single night.

You were once my reason,
Now, you are just the cause,
Why everything in my life fell apart,
Crumbling to dust.

They say i shouldn't regret,
Sweet memories of past,
But i just wanna hit my old self,
For being naive and clueless.

No matter how much I hold on,
Paint up my face to look all right,
But mascara runs down,
Every time I am reminded of those days.

Back to my lonely self,
But not back to my naive and clueless self,
Cause now thanks to certain somebody,
I can look through the facade , that the world wears.