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Messages: Twyla
Today 11:03 PM
Stupid
Utterly stupid
Kota na ko kila Von ngayong gabi Twy pwede bukas mo na lang ako pagalitan haha
No. I was just refraining myself earlier but now you can't stop me bcos you're so stupid and coward and it's excruciating already
My god
Until when ka ba magiging ganito?
Hindi ko na nga rin alam
Basta pag kaharap ko na sya wala
Nakakagago
Para akong tumatanda nang paurong
It is simply bcos you are a coward nga
Alam mo kung bakit pilit akong pini-pair up ni Blythe sayo? Kasi ayaw mong sabihin sa kanya kung sino talaga ang gusto mo
You just kept on telling and reprimanding her to stop but you can't tell her why
You always let your fear run through your body
And I agree with your friends bcos they're goddamn right
Tonight's the perfect timing but you screwed it up
All bcos of that freaking fear again
Gets ko naman
Kaya lang pucha paano ako makakaamin ng ganun?
Pansin niyo rin di ba
Hindi sya komportable sa mga tanong kanina
Hindi man nya sabihin pero alam ko kung anong mangyayari samin kung nagsalita ako
At yun ang iniiwasan kong mangyari
Stupid
You're still stupid
Kilala ko si Blythe
Hindi rin nun magugustuhan kung bibiglain ko sya lalo na sa harap ng maraming tao
But you were given the chance to be with her alone di ba kahit konting time lang yun and yet you didn't speak up
Kung alam mo lang, Twy
I was so close that time
Kaya lang tangina kung nakita niyo lang kung gaano sya hindi kakomportable sakin kanina dahil sa nangyari
Hindi ko alam kung paano sya kakausapin
Seriously
Idk what to do with you anymore
5 years na, Law
Don't you think that's more than enough already?
Yun nga ang katangahan ko eh
Tama si Von
Di ko dapat pinaabot ng limang taon
O sana pinigilan ko na lang talaga hindi yung pinalalim ko lang ang hukay ko
Edi sana hindi ganito
Tanginang yan
Hirap kasi sayo ang bilis mong panghinaan ng loob e
Buti rin sana kung katulad ako nung pinsan mo
Taena
Masakit man pero ayun posibleng may pag-asa kay Blythe
Just because they didn't start as friends like you two did? I don't think so
Isa pa yan sa problema sayo
Daig mo pa kaming mga babae sa pag-ooverthink
Taena pinsan mo yun di ba
Kaya lumalayo ang loob sayo niyan eh
Yes Terrence's my cousin but you knew that I was and still rooting for you and Blythe, right?
But if you continue to be like this, I hate to say this pero I'll help him na talaga pag humingi ulit sya ng favor from me about kay Blythe
So think wisely, Lawrenz
Think wisely
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