I got up this morning for practice although I didn't really want to. I wish I could stay in my room all day. Even though our break up was private I feel humiliated, the idea of telling everyone that I fell harder for the boy that fell first and he still broke my heart. I feel physically ill, I'm nauseous and my head hurts. I couldn't even brush my teeth without gagging. I haven't eaten a thing all day, I just can't bring myself too. I know life has to go on but I wish that for a little while I could just be able to not have to be ok instead of going to practice and work. This hurts but I don't want anyone to know. I don't understand why I wasn't enough for him to stay.
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I Don't Understand~ the short love story of him and I
PoetryI Don't Understand~ the short love story of him and I He fell first but I fell harder (Please understand that I know this can be better and eventually I will try to make it better but it is going to take a while for me to get into the head so I apo...
