It has been almost 5 months since you left.
My friends now joke of you being the cause of this years downfall. It seems nothing has gone right since you left. I don't think it's funny like they do even if I make the jokes and laugh with them. I can't help but think of what it would be like, feel like if I at least had you by my side as everything was going wrong. Maybe if I were to just reach out.
No.
I won't text you. I'm not some girl who will text the guy who clearly didn't want her, I know my worth and respect myself too much for that.
But what if...
Absolutely not. I will not do it, I will not do that to myself.
But I still have your number.
I don't understand why I can't just delete it, it's like I am not ready to let you go just yet even if you are already gone.
YOU ARE READING
I Don't Understand~ the short love story of him and I
PoetryI Don't Understand~ the short love story of him and I He fell first but I fell harder (Please understand that I know this can be better and eventually I will try to make it better but it is going to take a while for me to get into the head so I apo...
