Nyx

Not Clingy

I open my eyes to hearing both of my babies screaming.

With instinct, I run upstairs faster than I have ever ran and slam my door open.

Lev is shaking sobbing and Adelina is crying because of the noise.

I scoop up Adelina and go to Lev.

I pull him into my lap and he rests his head on my chest.

"What's wrong baby?" I ask him.

"I had a nightmare Mama" He tells me.

I kiss his head.

"It's okay baby" I whisper to him.

"It's just a dream" I continue.

He sighs of relief and closes his eyes again.

"You hungry baby?" I ask him.

He immediately opens his eyes and runs out of the bed.

"C'mon Mama!" He tells me, pulling my hands to get off the bed.

I laugh at his antics and get up.

I set Adelina on my side and go downstairs.

It's like 9pm now and the kids still haven't eaten dinner.

That stupid nap took all of my plans away.

Sighing, I grab some left over Lasagna and put a small portion on each of the plates.

Lasagna is so gross but I just don't have the energy to make anything good at the moment.

I give Adelina my breast and put my shirt over her body so their is no nudity.

Sighing, I eat the Lasagna.

When Lev eats the first bite, he looks up at me with a disgusted expression.

Like mother like Son.

I kiss his forehead and continue eating.

After we're both done, I put the dishes in the sink and go upstairs.

I tuck Lev into bed, and same for Adelina when she's done eating.

I put on some shorts that might as well be underwear, and a fuzzy crop top.

I wash my face and put some overnight hair products in.

Just as I'm about to get into bed, My phone rings.

Gulping, I answer the phone call.

I hear a deep hello, and automatically I know it's her.

My girlfriend.

My girlfriend who is my ex, Who also used me to get into the Mafia and was supposed to kill me.

Does she know that I know that?

No.

Does she know that we're not together?

No.

She manipulated me so much, She knows all of my weak spots, She knows how to get me to break down,
She knows how to kill me.

"Hey baby" I reply.

"You should be here in Asia with me, you'd love it" she tells me.

She's not really in Asia.

I roll my eyes.

"I wish I could be there too Kris" I reply.

"How's my little Levi doing?" She asks.