The End Of A Star |Tsukasa angst|

/6\ Dream face reveal

Tsukasa POV:

[In his room cuz he has a room now]

(Tsukasa)

Did I mess up, ... probably not Nene deserves it or does she? No, she doesn't deserve it, why did I become so selfish

I'm such a selfish loser, why do I keep living I'm being useless while others need to take care of me. Everyone is worrying about me, I need to go to school and apologise maybe they'll....wait...no no no! I forgot the messages I sent Emu

I quickly took out my phone and loaded my chat with Emu just to find out she unblocked me and saw those messages

I quickly started to write a message for her:

"I'm so sorry Emu about what I wrote, I wasn't in my right mind please don't show this to Nene I really apologise. My mind wasn't working normally when i wrote that, i didn't mean it really! I apologise for everything, maybe I'm useless but now I'm really sorry! Please forgive me or don't..I deserve it"
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/time skip to when he was at school the next day\

Rui POV:

We were at school again, me and Nene weren't talking much as always   because we were worried about Tsukasa not that much because of the message he send Nene but we're still worried about the fact that he wasn't in school for a full WEEK, and he never did that

And when he opened the door for us when we came there for him to apologise, he looked awful, he looked like he didn't eat for a long time and he looked like he cried a lot his hair was a mess and that was never like him

Me and Nene were at the rooftop sitting at our usual spot as always until we saw a blonde walking towards us ,could it be? Could it be Tsukasa? As the blonde was getting closer we recognised him it was really Tsukasa

My eyes widened as I saw the fact that it was Tsukasa, I stood up and ran up to him and pulled him into a BIIG hug. At this point I was crying because I was happy to see him, after a while the Blonde Boy hugged me back we both were crying while hugging eachother being happy to see eachother.

As I was deep in thought Nene just ran away to the bathroom because she couldn't face Tsukasa beacuse she was still sad about the message but I don't care about the message atleast I can see Tsukasa-kun

Nene POV:

I ran to the bathroom and then right into the bathroom stall and sat down and continued crying, how does he even just show up after he did, he could've just send Emu a message about me getting back into WxS but still i'm not in even tho I am in the WxS group i'm not still in the real group

After a while of crying I heard the door to the restroom open and someone walked in, they started speaking I then realised it was...

Tsukasa POV:

(Tsukasa, Rui)

As I was in the hug with Rui i decided to apologise

"I'm so sorry for being this selfish, I shouldn't have sent those messages! I was just thinking about myself not even thinking clearly! I know i'm useless but I'll bring Nene back into WxS"

"Don't say this to me Tsukasa-kun, you need to apologise to Nene not to me."

"You're right..You're right Rui"

Rui broke the hug and looked at me with his usual cat smile

"Now Tsukasa-kun, go and apologise to Nene"

I nodded but, Nene was nowhere to be seen I then realised that she ran away somewhere, but before i could do anything Emu called me

(Tsukasa, Emu, Nene)

I picked up and Emu started speaking up

"Hiiii Tsukasa!! Wonderhoy! I just wanted to say, I accept your cutie wootie mootie apology!"

"I do too Tsukasa, it's okay"

"You...really...accept my apology?"

"Of course I do Tsukasa"
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Tsukasa POV:

But of course every good DREAM has an end, i woke up in my bed that was full of tear spots maybe beacuse I sleep cried...why...do i have to be so pathetic someone could do things to me because I can't even defend myself, awh Tsukasa come one!

I'm weak and pathetic

PATHETIC
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I should dissappear

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Saki POV:

I knocked on Tsukasa's room but there was no response, i knocked once more NO RESPONSE, i then twisted the doorknob open and opened the door just to see Tsukasa crying while sleeping. I decided not to wake him up, before I decided to leave i left a note for him to read.

The note read:

"Dear Onii-chan,
I'm going to be back at the hospital for my treatment, while Leo/Need practice i decided to bring Shiho's guitar even tho she insisted but i made a run for the guitar and my condition beacuse of that is worse beacuse i'm not allowed to tire myself and since Shiho's guitar was at the back of the room and we were in the front of the room so for me I ran a lot :') But it's okay, I'll leave today. I really hope you get better too Onii-chan! And I hope you will visit me too^^
Love Saki!"

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