Cycle of Love

Secrets

$Katey$

As I watched Jenna walk through the gate I started to tear up. She's always been a light in my otherwise dark world. When I went to South Korea that day a year and half ago I went still freshly divorced and definitely not looking for anything....then ...."Gemma....I mean Peggy I mean....haaaaa..." She said shyly. I remember being really impressed and happy to meet a super fan. Then as I talked to Koyomi and Meiko about the movie I caught myself casting glaces at her as she stared at the floor. When she left to the bathroom I decided to follow and see if something I was feeling was mere love for a fan or something else. When I left South Korea and I called my daughter. "I kissed a girl today....I kind of liked it maybe there is something to what you said" I told her. Then that month and half of living together while Jay was in the hospital just further made me feel more for her then I ever felt for my ex. Then the night before her departure our...sex made it very clear to me.....I can't live without her by my side.

As I turned to leave the airport a hand grabbed me. "Katey!!!" Hongjoong's cheery voice sounded. I turned around and there he stood with his suitcase. "Hey!!!!" I said and hugged him. "I'm home for a little bit before I have to return to South Korea" he said. "Nice! Well come on I'll give you a lift home" I said. As I drove we talked about anything and everything then he spoke about something that sparked my interest. "Jay and I have been friends for little over 8 years now......Although we've only been dating for a few months....I feel so strong for him.....I think.....I think I want to propose" he said. "Propose!? Wow! That's a big step!" I said. "I know it is....but I can't imagine my life without him in it. Surely you feel the same about Jenna" he said. "The same?....Maybe I do.....You know Hongjoong.... I've been married before...twice actually my ex husband and I had 2 kids together and I had one from my previous marriage. Once I divorced Kurt I decided since I'm in my mid 60's I was never gonna marry again......but seeing you and Jay..so young yet so very much in love got me thinking. I still have a little life left in me and I want to be as happy as I can be. The one thing or more so the one person that makes me so happy is Jenna. Maybe we should propose to them" I said. "Really?! Can you....can you take me to where they are from? I want to see where their stories began" he asked. "No problem I'm not doing anything right now anyway" I said. "Yay! So I guess I don't need to unpack?" He said. "Nope son we are going to Georgia!" I said.

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ㅓ  Hongjoongㅏ

The ride home with Katey we talked about everything. Our lives, our future....and in both our futures we couldn't imagine them without Jay and Jenna respectfully. "Nope son we are going to Georgia" she said. "Georgia....the place he was born!" I said excited. "Yep and our first stop is Rockdale general the hospital he was born in" she said as we arrived at the house. She went in and soon returned with a packed suitcase. She loaded it up and away we drove to the airport once more. We left her car in the parking lot with a gone decal on it so the airport staff will know we are away. Then we boarded our flight with me paying for our tickets. After a 9 and a half hour flight we landed in  Atlanta, Georgia. We were of course spotted and swarmed by fans asking for autographs. After signing a few and taking pictures we were left alone and hailed a taxi. The driver ended up being a fan of both of us so agreed to drive us free of charge in exchange for a photo with us. We had him drive us to a car rental place and took the picture with him then he left us excitedly. "That was cute" Katey said. "It really was...would you be open to doing a song with my group?" I asked jokingly. "Why not? My experience with Jay kinda made me happy so sure!" She said. "Seriously?!" I said surprised. "Sure! I don't dance obviously but I don't mind singing with you and your group of 8 boys right? Not counting you?" She asked. "Close 7 not counting me" I said. "Wow! How did you withstand who you are around them?" She asked. "I.....I didn't......only one though.....the youngest of my group.....I forced myself onto him......I'm ashamed of it now....he was barely 18 then....." I said. "Is he gay also?" She asked. "Yes...he has a boyfriend and lives with him along with Yeosung who lives there with his girlfriend" I said. "Do the partners know each other?" Katey asked. "Yeah they are fraternal twins. Miyoung is the oldest and Taeyoung is the youngest.....I also tried to force myself onto him....." I said. "Miyoung? That name sounds familiar" Katey said as I opened the door for her. "She was with me in LA" I said.

"Oh! Her! Yeah Jenna and I met her. When we went to the hospital to pick up Jay" she said. "Really? Long red hair? Green slanted eyes?" I asked. "She had Purple hair then but yes green slanted eyes" Katey said. "Yeah that's Miyoung shes our make-up artist" I said then we reached the counter. After a few minutes we settled on a black toyota. Katey let me drive this time and gave me directions. "Here it is" she said as I pulled into a small looking hospital after a 45 minute drive. "This is where he was born?" I asked. "Yep right in this building" she said.  "Wow....so this is where he started his life?" I said and touched the brick. "Indeed it is" a man said in perfect Korean. I turned around and almost jumped out my skin when I saw who the voice belonged to. He looked like Jay except taller, more  masculine and with natural brown hair but those dark brown eyes were unmistakable. "Who are you?" I asked. "My name is Ling Chan or Chan Ling I'm Jay's older brother" he said introducing himself. "Oh! Hi! Um...I'm Hongjoong...a friend of Jay's" I said scared to reveal our true relationship. "You forgot to put boy in front of that friend" a woman said as she walked up behind Chan. She was a plus size and beautiful woman with shoulder length brown hair who wore black glasses. "You....you know?" I asked. "I told them" Katey said. "Why?" I asked. "Because he's my younger brother and my wife's brother-in-law we are...we are his only surviving family" Chan said. "Only surviving? Where are your parents?" I asked. "Dead...they died 3 years ago..." His wife said. "What....he....he never told me" I said. "No doubt to protect himself" Chan said. "Then allow me to start over....I'm Kim Hongjoong and I'm Jay's boyfriend....if I have my way....I'll be his husband" I said shaking their hands. "Wow! Your very serious about him! My name is Kathy by the way" his wife said. "I like you Hongjoong.....would you like to see the exact room he was born in?" Chan asked me. "Can I?" I asked. "Of course! Follow me" he said. "Katey and I will just stay out here this is a personal matter" Kathy said. I followed Chan to the room Jay was born in along the way he grilled me on my feelings for Jay. "You impressed me Hongjoong....you didn't flinch at my questions" he said as he stopped in front of a door. "I love Jay so of course I won't" I said. "Impressive...your definitely good for him well in you go. This is the room" he said motioning towards the door. I turned around and entered the room. I saw the first sights he saw and it made me feel more connected to him. "Now to Heliville where we basically grew up and where my family made the biggest mistake of our lives" Chan said.